-xinlin[: ;

Reminisces

2007-10-07T18:55:00.000+08:00

Memories were beautiful.
The truth always hurts.

I still remember , and I hope you do too.
though I know it's quite impossible.

Now I know ,
how it feels like to be broken.

THOUSAND & ONE.

2007-07-08T19:33:00.000+08:00

Hinder- Lips of an angel (Acoustic)

It's really good to hear your voice say my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak

I know I'm supposed to be rushing through my work like madness right now. But I have so many small chunks of things I wanna blog about right now.

Had a really disgusting dream last night. I dreamt that my face had a sudden outbreak of pimples and zomg , my face looks so horrendous D: & I rmb myself screaming in my dream when I looked into the mirror and saw my own disgusting face. LOL.

Thank goodness it wasn't real. (:

I realise I ain't working / studying hard enough. I am like forever slacking in front of this machine called the computer. :( There it goes , my resolution to study more , slack less.

It's JULY already & I feel time flies so freaking fast! 2008 is like reaching in less than 5 months time. Everything seems to be going too fast for me. I don't wanna be a sec3 so soon.

Lastly , to the very main point, I'm feeling so confused now. I don't know how I'm feeling actually.

You know , it's either happy or sad or neutral. But I'm feeling none. Looks like I've really misplaced my heart somewhere that's why I don't feel a thing anymore. Life sounds interesting but it's nothing really meaningful though. To me that is.

Trying to bring back that smile for everyone like before.

ONETHOUSAND.

2007-07-08T00:49:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 1000TH POST :D Ohwell , I shall just load in the photos , don't wanna drag on till tmr, I mean later in th day. (its for chionging homework)

Photos from earliest to latest(:

From kunyan's phone. Due to our kuku expressions , I coloured the face away. Same hand gestures hur :D

Dnt lesson:

hahahaha. she'll kill me if she sees this :X :P
Actl there's more , but too lazy to load.

Math lesson on the day I forgot my phone.

Today:

I look so act cute! hahah

Huimin! what you doing?! xD

Unglam Jialin XD

(thnks to huimin & lorena for some of th pics :D)

That's all! Nights all!

999th post! 070707 :D

2007-07-07T22:42:00.000+08:00

Enrique Iglesias- Do You Know (The Ping Pong Song)

HAPPY EARTH DAY (:
(according to jialin)

Anw , it's my 999th post! & tday's date's 07/07/07 :D Like wow :D

Met Kunyan & Baozhen at hub today. I was the earliest & I stoned for 20min before Baozhen came . Kunyan that pig woke up late! & saw ranjini & puayying on my way to amk & helped them donate money :D

Went to walk around finding presents :D bought & went to take a look at the foodfair thing at basement. Kunyan & baozhen got tricked by the ice cream uncle so many times. Everyone was like staring at us & we were laughing out loud xD Ate at subway. Talked alot . Kunyan freaked us out mans. Omg :/ :/ & baozhen was so shy :D

Saw ziqi mei , junjie di , sean wong & vanessa lim (: Junjie is so tall now!

Went to walk around aimlessly after that. Then baozhen & I went to buy snow ice :D & then I left for dance at around 3plus while the two of them went to j8 in search of more presents.
Gathered & then went to the performing place which was somewhere ard boonlay? yeah.

Our holding area was some "tent". hahah the ground is pure grass & there's earthworms! D: & we were looking out for thieves all th while when we were outside the tent. We spotted a thief gonnabe but my "OI" made him go away. hahaha xD

Anw we had a new experience. Crossing the road in costume , hairdo & makeup. hahahah. The car drivers were like all 0.0 when they saw us. LOL

After the two dances , we left 'cause it was kinda late. The van picked us up and sent us one by one home to the doorstep. So I was th first to be sent home :D Next post will be tagreplies & photos! :D

Miracles do Happen.

2007-07-06T22:46:00.000+08:00

HELLO! :D I'm very sorry the late update .

Anw , apologies to those who msged/called me today but received no reply at all. For the very first time in history , I forgot to bring my phone to school! Baozhen was like saying miracle has happened~ hahaha.

Was so :( the whole day without my phone. Anw , thanks peishi for helping me buy th kitkat :D Though I think it turned into cream at the end of th day when it reached adrian chia's hands =.="
hahahahah.

School was rather okay though. Was enthu during MW :D:D:D Hmmm , English was quite boring. Not enthu today :/ & I didn't know it was recess until vivian ask me if I wanna eat and I went "??? I thought got math?!" HAHAHA.

Threw dice 100times during math lesson. hahaha Dumb right. But it's fun. DIY dice :P Then took kuku photos with kunyan in her phone , hahah my act pathetic face again~ xD & I am going to change kunyan's blogskin soon. 'Cause change blogskin = update in her blog! Her blog so rusty ~ :D

Science was quite nice :D Stupid Istar and his visking tubing =.= & Mrs Wong bought a new house 3 blocks away from Vivian's! haha :D Chinese was rather okay :D

School ended , went opp and bought lunch from bubbletea shop. Ate at one of th void decks with suhui , peishi & vivian. Crapped alot~ Hahah , & vivian went home afterthat. VIVIAN AH , I KNOW SOME TREE CAUGHT UP W YOU RIGHT :D

Decided to fly up , again :D So I was telling suhui " lets fly fly fly!" then my shoe flew out! ROFL. That is seriously retarded isn't it. Changed & went for dance at music room.

Danced , and am very high today , not tired! haha. Laoshi was busy choreographing steps for dance fantasia for the ten of us , and i think its fun. LOL. Got our dance vcds! ( my precious right now haha)

& Mrs Lee came and asked me if I put the group photo with her doing split in my blog. LOL she said her student told her. But she doesn't mind anw :D

Then kunyan told me that the C' boys lost to PHS & that adrian cried very badly. Then me and lorena were like 0.0 . Went for dance with Lorena @ Kbcc. Danced and was so tired.

There's performance tmr , at night. So probably may not update . Came home and watched the dance vcd straight away. Winter's Glory is still that nice :D So is GM's , & xinmin's dance superb!
Gotta go now , ciao :D

QUIZ.

2007-07-05T22:42:00.001+08:00

Ah , am so bored , don't wanna do my Geog alrd . Here to do a quiz again!

1.Song playing at the moment?
张惠妹- 我要快乐

2. Reasons for living?
For all the happy & sad things.

3. Do you think you're ok?
HAHA , WHAT DO YOU THINK?

4. Ever donated blood?
NOPE :/

5. Favourite colour(s)?
RAINBOW ; black , white , PINK (:

6. Accessories you usually wear?
Earsticks & hairclips.( do lenses count?)

7. One song to describe heartbreak in the past?
There's way too many.

8. Last place you went to?
Amkhub?

9. Last person you went out with?
The usual ones. :D

10. The most exciting sport?
I'm not the sports kinda girl.

11. Ever had a baby?
No, duh .

12. Movie you want to watch?
I don't know.

13. Any piercing?
5 ear piercings. I WANT A BELLY PIERCING D:

14. The most romantic gift?
How romantic is romantic? Does being touched by the gift counts?

15. Acted on stage before?
Yes.

16. Struck by lightning before?
If I had I don't think I'd be blogging here (:

17. Danced with your loved ones before?
YES :D (twinny!)

18. Ever wished you could turn back the time?
If I could , haha.

19. What would you do if you woke up one day to find yourself to be with someone from the opposite sex? what do you think?
MY MAMA DONT LET ME STAY OUT FOR TH NIGHT SO I THINK IM SAFE :D

20. One song that's meaningful to you?
There's quite a few very meaningful ones :x

21. Last person you met for the first time?
Hmmmm..

22. What will you be doing tomorrow?
STUDY&DANCEDANCEDANCE :D

23. Ever thought of robbing a bank?
As I've been saying , I do LEGAL stuff (:

24. One thing you totally regret doing/done recently.
Recently ? Don't think there's really anything. Unless crying ?

25. Do people like you?
Idk.

26. What was the last game you played on the computer?
Ah , Gunbound?! hahahah

27.The colour of your mobile phone?
Silver?

28. Do you hate someone at the moment?
NOPE (: maybe pure dislike for tht person :D

29. What do you wish to happen now?
Get my ass off here and do my work.

30. Last time you ate pizza?
MONDAY (:

31. Ever been given a ring?
Don't think so? haha.

32. Do people think you're weird?
YES IM A WEIRDO :P

33. Movies now showing that you hate?
those violent & gore shows. :(

34. Most important thing in your room?
COMPUTER.

35. Last movie watched?
Hmmmmm , I forgot , I think it's Spidey. LOL.

36. Last television show watched?
CSS2? =.="

37. Do you smile a lot?
Yes, even though may be fake but who cares :D

38. Ever called a person useless?
I think so?

39. Are you good at hiding your feelings?
Sometimes . Or maybe I hid but too obvious only th dumb ones dont know :P

FINALLY , ITS FRIDAY TOMORROW :D

& I finally know why so many people been commenting I'm an ahlian already D:
Just go to my friendster prof , look & compare photo 1 & 64.
Hahahahaha. But nope , I'm not a lian okay :D I won't & never be :]

难道是我真的变了吗？
就算变了，只是表面上的变。
在心底里我还是我，
看着周围某些朋友因被伤害而变，
自己好难受。我不要和他们一样，
因这种挫折而改变自己。
我自己知道自己在干什么，
:D

Wish we could switch up the roles.

2007-07-05T16:30:00.000+08:00

Ciara- Like a Boy

Sometimes I wish I did act like a boy.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WINNY!! :D:D:D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEEHOON! (GRACE) :D

Am super tired today :( Reached school & slept , lockered and rushed down for assembly. Were like chionging cos we're seldom late okay :D

2 hours of D&T. Btw, thanks adrian for printing the dnt thingy for me n eunike ~ Had half an hour of theory & started on our toy on wheels :D I know all of you cannot believe what I'm doing for the toy! I know it's 100% very not like me xD

Took lotsa funny photos man! Kunyan especiallyyyyy. Then cut the wood abit and went for recess. Stupid retarded dumb xinlin went to the drinks stall & bought 2 packet drinks , gave the aunty $5 and thought I gave her $2 , and took only 80cents change -.-"

So I was like wth so damn broke for the rest of th day :/ & th thing is I only realise it when I was buying my lunch! -.-"

Sang birthday song for beehoon! :D

Was late for math lesson , but mdm hee was later :D Marked the statistics paper again & did some dumb ELC stuffs. Was so bored so I started writing 爱我的资格 lyrics on my foolscap~ :D

Miss Thoo isn't here today! (What a historical moment :D)

So a very dumb thing happen lah ! After math lesson , we decided to go locker and put our books first. So I was standing at the class back door. Next door was comp lab & one class was lining up and Mr Nathan was there.

Mr Nathan : Line up line up.
Me : ignores 'cause I'm not frm his class anw =.=
Mr Nathan : (uses his mic and tap on my upper arm) Go line up.
Me : (turns around and give the 0.o look) huh?!
Mr Nathan : (shocked) Sorry sorry , wrong person.
So embarrassing can!

Then we cannot stop laughing , we were laughing like mad ahhhh~ Even until locker still laughing =.="

Free period for English :D Listened to Perfect10 (all the super nice songs at that time! ) , did Geog , sang & stoned .CME was not that bad . Mdm Hee asked me and kunyan to give situation of blablabla . Then when we finally want to give , we were asked to go down to hall.

Mrs Lim was thanking us of our good behaviour ytd. & we were laughing like mad when she talked about the poppers because ChaiHao squashed a popper and thought it was spoilt , then he took the ribbon & the popper popped in class during math! haha Even Mdm Hee was shocked xD

Had lit extra lesson after that. Dismissed and went hub for lunch. Saw Miss Hu in the bus and she followed us to hub 'cause she was meeting her friend. Saw Yining again & saw seraphina also!! Almost couldn't recognise her !

Ate at foodcourt & thanks baozhen for helping me pay for my food first :D Then Miss Hu asked what cca me and baozhen were in 'cause we went back first. Then Miss Hu said I got the dancer / uniformed group look. LOL UNIFORMED GROUP XD

Ate & saw this ah gua?! :/ I was observing him for 10min , and for the first 3min I was thinking if he was a HE OR SHE. Then I told baozhen& the rest~ lol. Went to Fairprice cause they wanted to buy drink & went home after that :D So tired now D:

Baozhen & Vivian keep emphasizing they were watching PHSvsAND tmr! D: D: D: Kunyan & Eunike also laaaaa :( I wanna watch laaaaa! I wanna watch di play!! But then , if AND lose tmr , they're out~

Gonna sleep & then do my geog wb :D

04.

2007-07-04T19:34:00.000+08:00

HELLOOOOOOO EVERYBODY! :D I am so happy & high now! (though am out of energy) Wanna know why?!?! :D

Dance = HAPPY.
Dancing Zang Zu Wu = VERY HAPPY + VERY TIRED :D

The weather today's really killing me man! D: Felt so boiled. LOL. Lessons were quite okay today. Kunyan was so nervous about her match lah! Aiyoh, hahaha.

Moved to the front to sit during Science lesson. Lesson was so disgusting , felt like puking everything I ate :/ & Mrs Wong's giving birth next month! :D So cool eh , her baby girl's called Ashlynn, hehe :D

& Kunyan was damn funny man! This was how the convo went :
Kunyan : I am very scared leh
Xinlin : Huh?
Kunyan : (gives the ke lian face) imagine you pregnant , then got thing crawling inside, not pain one meh?
Xinlin : Ya lor , it's growing & inside for 9months somemore :/ (but then I couldnt help but started to laugh at the ke lian face kunyan gave)
Hahahah. so funny lah she xD Then we were getting disgusted by the thing Mrs Wong told us ,there's actl people who swallow condoms? Omgosh =.=

EFL was 7th ASC Investiture. The speeches were long & quite boring ( I'm trying to be nice) . But I think the ppt slides are nice lah. The songs also. Haha. Met twinny after school to have lunch with peishi & suhui.

Twinny & I saw two primary school girls came to submit DSA forms! We wanted to be nice and approach them and ask if they're DSA-ing to dance , because they hv th dancers look xD But didn't! hahah.

Surprisingly the coffeeshop is so empty xD Went back to school , & me peishi & suhui decided to fly again. Hmms , we nearly got caught hur x/ But didn't still . Just took super long to fly =.=" Changed & sang in class~! Guess we broke the silence in the class to those who havent finished their chinese compo xD

Was singing Kiss Goodbye all th way~ :D & & , DANCE! :D

Was super tiring yet felt super happy :D The radio doesn't like us :( I still love zang zu wu as much ! :D:D

Taught Kaixian & Yunjia the steps because they weren't here during the holidays. Have to thank ruiting for helping me to revise w the other people in the 2 rows ~ 'Cause I can't handle 10 people at one go ~ At least twinny's 18 people has 5 people to teach . Mine only 1 , LOL.

Taught them and was so tired , but think was worth it. They're willing to learn & never show any reluctance at all :D Hahaha , must practice ah! XD

Dance ended & I felt so crap ~ I was having mental block & I was talking crap to Mdm Hee. Ahhhh , D:

Saw Kunyan&Eunike & bballers ! Kunyan ah , lie to me they lost ! They won! Grats :D & Eunike told me Kunyan top scorer somemore hur xD

Accompanied twinny to return radio & went home. Suhui says I am possessed because I am eating at a super fast rate nowadays & I am drinking faster! Yay thankyouverymuch for saying I'm drinking faster though I AM NOT POSSESSED :D

Went home after that :D Anw , ytd's second post is way crap , you may choose not to bother.This is my 994th post! 999th is coming XD

Can somebody tell me I am okay & really okay?
It's been 4months , tell me I am okay , please:/

Quiz.

2007-07-03T23:01:00.001+08:00

I was about to go offline when I found this quiz in friendster! So I shall do (:

What if your ex tells you...

Why did I let you go?
- I don't know , all I know is the tears you left me.

Can I win you back?
- does it matter now? you don't even love me already.

I am very much happy with you back
then..
- so who was the one who said you're better off THIS way when I asked back then?

I still love you..
- Don't steal my line , thankyouverymuch.

I wish I could turn back time and do
things right..
- You WISH but you don't want , I know.

When did we last talk?
- 15th February 2007. Msn don't count.

Can you go with me?
- To where? A place where only the word "hurt" exists?

Hey, can i give you/ask for a ride?
- Do you have a licence? I don't wanna die.

Were you able to move on when I have
not?
- You were the one who moved on so fast , not even turning back to take a glance.Leaving me way back , to pick up all the shattered pieces of my heart. I won't forget that.

I regret losing you.
- Please don't tell me this is just another lie.

I cannot keep my promise to you..
- You've broke all your promises , haven't you?

My parents do not like you.
- dots.

My friends says we don't look good
together.
- I've heard that before already, but why do we care?

You have changed..
- I know , & you know who caused my change too.

Another one :

[x] You're single
[ ] You're in a relationship
[x] You're confused
[x] Sometimes you really hate your
life.
[x] You hate certain things about
yourself.

Have you ever:

[x] Slapped a guy
[x] Skipped school more than twice.
[ ] Kicked a guy in the balls
[x] Liked a good friend
[ ] Hooked up with two people at the
EXACT SAME TIME
[ ] Kissed someone way younger than you
[ ] Kissed someone in front of your
parents
[ ] Kissed at least one of ur top boy
friends

Do you:

Like someone right now?
it's obvious enough.

Do you fall for the wrong people?
Sadly , yes .

Think of someone you have liked. Do you regret it?
I can't do anything even if I regretted right?

Have you ever liked someone, stopped,then started full speed on themagain?
no.

Have you ever loved someone?
Still loving.

Have you ever shop lifted?
NO (:

Ever got into a fight?
NO(:

Favorite colors?
pink,black,white, gray

Clothing Company?
No preference.

Favorite Number(s)?
#12! :D

Longest Relationship?
Is there a need to know? Erm , 1yr+ ?

Gosh this is crap. I feel contradictory man. Anw , this is super random , I'm going to sleep now. BYE :D

Don't ask me if I'm fine.
Because you know I never really am.
Don't ask me if I'm hurt.
Because you know it too well.
Don't ask me why did I cry.
Because you know you are the reason.
Don't ask me to smile
Because you know it's always faked.
Don't ask me to forget about you.
Because you know I never will.
Don't ask me why am I like this.
Because I don't know th answer too.
Don't ask me why do I still love you
Because I really, really do.
THE 4TH IS REACHING IN 59MIN D:

:D / D: ?

2007-07-03T16:55:00.000+08:00

Hello , am back from school! I'm like really tired yet high now , after running for PE today (what a contradiction)

Mdm Hee is very please with our hair today :D Of course :/

First lesson was PE. Like wow , what a good start for the day eh? Ran 3 rounds outside th school. Am feeling high today so I ran :D kuku kunyan & eunike ! haha. Nevermind , am satisfied because I ran today. LOL [:

After that went to drink water and I was like totally dying after drinking -.-" I was like out of oxygen or whatever and wanted to vomit. LOL. But serious laaaaaa , Kunyan had to drag me up to class & I was like suffocating D: Lol I don't know what happen also , drink water can become like that? Water went down the wrong pipe. HAHAH XD

Thanks Eunike for the sweet btw to get my energy back. & thanks kunyan for dragging me up to class xD Now I think of it I feel funny. (wth , I almost suffocated and I think it's funny.)

Went lab for Science lesson :D Loved today's practical man! Not because it's sick or whatever =.= But I actually got my ass up and did work :D The visking tubing is wow , interesting (x Our group's damn sickkkk laaaaa. Omgosh [x

Istar with four goggles =.- Dumb. haha

Recessed & went for Chinese lesson. Went through holiday homework. Free period for Art , Mrs Kamal was busy . Oh yeah , welcome Shirley back to class! :D

Was slacking around in class , & used my phone to take the class photos of us [: (The quality's real bad. haha)

English lesson was like fun can! haha. Were learning the pronounciation thingy. Somehow the whole class was stoning but me and kunyan kept on pronouncing with miss thoo. We're like the radio that went bonkers and keep repeating the word in different tunings lah. LOL xD

Stayed back after school to wait for Baozhen, Vivian & Peishi to finish their homework. Kunyan was also doing her bookreview. Tsk , Kunyan ah~ don't tell me you went home and wrote a diary of the baby ;p Waited till like 2plus , took random shots meanwhile:

Kunyan's.

LOL XD

Went to had lunch at Sumo House after that while Kunyan went to play ball. Wheeee , sumo house is love man :D Haven't had it for damn long. I'm in love with the Strawberry Kisses there :D

Trained home after that :D Gonna bathe now , meeting mum later to make lenses again~ & I'm jealous of kunyan & Eunike lah! Can watch ANDvsPHS match on Friday! Ahhhhh D:

KBOX KBOX :D

2007-07-02T21:56:00.000+08:00

Tank- Wo Men Xiao Shi Hou

Spent my day @ Kbox today with Peishi , Vivian , Baozhen & Suhui :D

Suhui was the latest today (late for 35min!) . Saw a couple of ppl on our way there :D Taught Blodwen the way to AMK Kbox (: Then saw Ranjini. Then Weilun kor & tiancherng they all at CWP. & Chongling @ jurong's Kbox. LOL (:

Am officially broke now :( Had pizzahut for lunch & were freaked out by all the ghost stories! D:

(note the lyrics on th screen, she was singing "F**k it" )

(Suhui was in th toilet)

We sang like 70 over songs in 4.5hrs time. Our song list is forever flooded with songs. Suhui& I sang the most, but ended up me singing more than her 'cause she was out of energy. Lol & I realise I kept singing SHE'S & jaychou's songs today. Lol.

We sang songs that made us super high before we left : Boyfriend&Get High!

Practically screaming our lungs out when singing Get High. 'Cause that was our last song. Sang duet with Baozhen for Wu Ding & Ai De Zhu Xuan Lu. Hahahaha. nice uh, I sang alot alot today! I think I sang like almost every song there except F- it:/

Hahahahah I wannaaaa sing again! :D I love Baozhen & suhui for singing with me most of the time even though they don't really know what song I was singing. LOL XD

Baozhen's dad fetched us home after that :D Thanks! School tmr , I don't wanna run for PE D:

藏在我心里最后一句
其实还爱你

JULYJULYJULY!

2007-07-01T12:08:00.000+08:00

IT'S A NEW MONTH! [:

I'm really wishing/hoping/praying July will be good.
-Screams.

So this month's gonna be like so very busy. Erm , quite busy. Haha.
3/7 - ARIANA'S BIRTHDAY :D
3/7 - CASSANDRA'S BIRTHDAY :D
5/7 - BEEHOON'S BIRTHDAY :D
5/7 - WINNY'S BIRTHDAY :D
7/7 - Performance! [kbcc]
9/7 - ADLYNNNNN'S BIRTHDAY :D
10/7 - PEISHI'S BIRTHDAY :D
15/7 - JESSIN'S BIRTHDAY :D
16/7 - VIVIAN'S BIRTHDAY :D
17/7 - KAYHIAN'S BIRTHDAY:D
18/7 - REHEARSAL
19/7 - REHEARSAL
19/7 - CHENGYAN MUMMY'S BIRTHDAY :D:D:D
20/7 - DANCE FANTASIA(:
21/7 - CHAI HAO THE VERY WONDERFUL VICE CHAIRMAN'S BIRTHDAY :D

I kinda forgot the rest already, so am sorry if I forgot to fit your birthday in :/
Anw ,

HAPPY YOUTH DAY TO ALL~ :D

I wanna rush through all my weekend homework today :D
& I know it's a random post (:

& anw , I find these very nice sentences from kor's blog :D
因为爱过，所以不会成敌人；因为伤过，所以不会做朋友；只能是最熟悉的陌生人.
珍惜你爱的人和爱你的人.

3months27days and still counting.
Tell me how long more do I need to get over you:/
I am very commentless about who I am now also.
Zzzzzz.

Speech Day 07

2007-06-30T14:14:00.000+08:00

Christina Aguilera- Hurt

Reply To Tags :

过路人：谢谢你的那一番话。我知道没什么东西能比自己的家人更珍贵。偶尔吵一吵架也是难以避免的。这世上有哪一家人一生中没吵过架呀，最重要的是吵完架后要懂得怎么道歉，因为多多少少自己也有错。我母亲对我道歉了，同样的，我也有向她道歉了。谢谢您的关心。 (:
Charissa : Yupps. Afterall they're still our parents & nothing could be more priceless than our own family. Thanks! :D
Peishi: lol yeah , I know who. Yeaps , I guess I'm feeling much better after sleeping. thnks(:
JIN RONG: Hello! thnkyou ,& yes , I am going back (:

So , let's start off with yesterday now. I think I'll take hours to blog this post 'cause I'm uploading photos into my photo album at the same time.

YESTERDAY :
Send twinny to school & took the lift up to class 'cause the dance tee weighed like gold bars -.- Then went round class by class giving out dance tee. Spent the whole morning doing that.

MW was boring. At least the songs sounds better now (: Science was nothing pretty much. I don't rlly understand though. Music was not that bad. We're going to have this nat day song competition? -.- & I'm the choreographer for the dance. Ohmytian.

School was dismissed 10.10am , super early. Then went to have breakfast / lunch / brunch at Subway with Twinny , Geraldine , Peishi , Suhui , Vivian , Baozhen & Hazel. Ate everything quickly & rushed back for dance. Had to be back by 12pm.

Saw xiaobai & ehhem walking at the mrt station :D then the few of us flew to class and were shocked by the many many visitors outside our flying area xD Went to music store and brought all the costumes to studio.

Changed , hairdo & make up. Finished like so freaking fast & started warming up :D Then took lotsa photos:D Touched up on our make up again & put on eyeliner & mascara. Helped the sec2s to put their mascara on, and some eyeliner also.

Slacked the whole time away. Did 1 histogram and was super lazy to continue alr. Continued taking photos. Then halfway through went out to lend stranger my tie. Came back , slacked & danced through twice or smth and got ready at backstage.

The whole dance went fine! :D Only I was super wobbly at the beginning :/ But carry up managed to stay there :D & after the whole speech day , Miss tan came & told us that dance was sort of the best performance put up ! :D 'Cause everyone was awake watching us while the rest had ppl sleeping.

YAY! (: Then was super super high after that. Took group photos & the photos are priceless I tell you :D The teachers damn "on" and cute lah. Hehehe :D

Anw , Mrs Lee said I look like an indian! haha. (No racism ) & she says my red fbt looks nice with dance tee! LOL :D

Changed out & "washed" my hair after that. "dinnered" at canteen & went home . Then some things happen which I already blogged about yesterday.

& BTW , HAPPY BIRTHDAY XIAOBAI! :D

PLEASE CLICK HERE FOR SPEECH DAY'S PHOTOS! :D

My eyes are like so swollen now. Removing the eye make ups alr make it swell , plus the crying last night made it worse ): Too much crying resulted in headaches too! ):

I'm a human ,
& I have feelings too.
Just when I was about to get over you ,
You brought everything back.

Updates.

2007-06-30T00:48:00.000+08:00

SHE- Ai Wo De Zi Ge

Sorry for not updating ytd .
Speech Day's just over , got really high & stuff. Was so excited to blog about everything with hell loads of pics and stuff. But well yeah, found out some things which really , really brought me down.

Thanks for bringing me down again.Thanks for stabbing me right through. Thanks for hurting me once again. Thanks for all your lies even though i know you didn't mean them. Thanks for bringing my tears back.

No , I'm not talking about the one living next room , but you-knw-who-you-are. But everything's alright now. Still feeling v hurt though. It's okay , too used to it. Just stop hurting me and it would be very much appreciated.

Am super tired now , will update a detailed posts with photos / photo album about speech day. Reply to tags meanwhile:

Jeris: Oh well , I hv a rlly bad attitude yeah , but i rlly seldom swear at them( as in rlly swear).
vivian: haha ya lor. suay sia~
timi: thnkyou :D
ChenJun: yupps , I am already. thnks (:
hauyip: yupps , thnks :D

Cbox is kinda hvng some prob isit? Accessing it is so hard. ):

ANW , GRATS TO CDIVBBALLGIRLS FOR WINNING TODAY'S MATCH =]

为你伤心多一点少一点
流下的眼泪都一样不值得
世界上那么多人
只有我一个人
能拯救自己的快乐

sheesh.

2007-06-28T19:53:00.000+08:00

Mood ain't very good right now. So shall just summarise.

Before lessons:
Mdm hee said my hair is neat today. tyvm , i'm glad you didn't have any problem w me (:

Math.
Did test & then did abit of geog after finishing.
Art.
Nothing much. Helped mrs kamal to cut and glue the art pieces for 2/7. Were exploring their art pieces and had a good laugh at their photos -.-!
D&T
Theory. Did workbook. We corrected Mr Tan's mistake & he gave us $1. Hahahaha. But the $1 is kunyan's :D
English.
Spent half the time looking at the class photo. I look like some kid with a very small head. Lesson was boring as usual.
CME.
Did math test again. Left after that.

After school.
Met twinny in her class & started counting money for the dance tee. Trained down to Orchard & went to FEP. Collected our dance tee & chose 69 badges. 1 tee came with 1 free badge. So can you imagine 2 people standing there and choosing 69badges?! & then each carrying 1 big bag of 35shirts in their hands walking around Far East?! -.-

Went to LJS and had lunch there. Then I took out my geog while twinny started folding ALL the shirts. Quickly finished my geog & helped her to pin 1 badge on each and every shirt! You know how tiring it is? To like , fold 69 shirts & pin 1 badge on each and every of them. & then pack them according to classes for easy giving out.

Wanted to cab home at first and claim from dance fund. Afterall , we spent so much time & effort helping to fold and pin & collect and carry the bag home. But didn't in the end because we wanted to help dance save money. So please at least learn to appreciate and don't go " walao , why the badge so ugly " tomorrow when you get them because you wouldn't know how )($#?(&#%)(#?%*$)# we would feel.

We carried the bags of shirts and walk all the way from FEP to MRT STATION. Zzz. We were like carrying what , how many kilo of durians like that -.- Finally found a place in the train to sit. SUPPOSED TO meet my mum at khatib.

[EDIT]
Things btwn mum & I are fine now.
[/EDIT]

Coming up Events:
Speech Day.

Running out of energy.

2007-06-27T20:02:00.000+08:00

Avril Lavigne- Don't Tell Me

Hello all! Today's like a really exhausting day. I'm really worn-out D:

Got caught by Mdm Hee today(again). She wants me to cut my fringe. Happy waiting~. I'll just clip 'em up . NO WAY AM I CUTTING THEM (:

English & Chinese lesson were both quite , boring :( Ate ALOT during recess as I was super super hungry! Had free period & left for dance at 10.40am (:

THE MIRRORS ARE BACK!(:

Changed to costume first. I was the first to enter music store & last to leave -.- Me & liting couldn't find our costumes ! wtf :/ Everyone changed & came back alrd & we were still finding. Zzz!

Finally found it & me & liting changed in th storeroom instead. LOL. Thanks liting for helping me hair-do! :D Loads of gel , no choice. My hair is flying everywhere! :(

Then Laoshi came & insisted on abit of makeup. So he helped us put blusher. Then gathered at the hall & then EFL started. I was freaking wobbly :/ Felt even more nervous than SYF -.-!

The whole thing went okay , only I kept going wobbly & cannot balance. The carry up was funny, Sharon & I both trembling like don't know what. xD

Didn't had another technical run as supposed to. Moved things down to music room & went for lunch. Stayed in school 'cause were in costumes, buns & make up. Ate & was super sleepy , couldn't sleep. Was so troublesome to even sleeep!

Then put on hairpiece & got ready for final rehearsal. Much btr than the EFL. No wobbles , carry up was stable :D Even TICs said was a good run. But they're not supplying us dinner on Friday! (last year we still had Nasi Lemak kay!)

But thankfully Mrs Lee say the teachers will provide dinner for ourselves :D Changed out , removed makeup , did my fringe , helped to count costumes & hanged them. Then my phone died on me ):

Went opp with twinny to find peishi suhui & joann at coffeeshop and had dinner. Super hungry! After eating , went bbtea shop and bought more food -.-" Tried hailing for cabs but then , I ended up hailing the cabS and let the teachers board it -.-"! Nvm , I am nice =D

Cabbed home and dropped the 3 none yishun people at yck :D then cabbed back , stoned in the cab till we overshot our dropoff place -.-" Walked home , bathed & am here.

Was intending to do my geog & math . Ohwell , I'm too tired to anyways. Dance tee collection tmr! :D

Look What You've Done.

2007-06-26T15:48:00.001+08:00

Jet- Look What You've Done

Hello everyone. I am back from surviving five and a half hours in school. (:

It's like school days now & everyone's like super busy with work & stuff. My ankles still hurt like whatever. It's plastered! Plastered&bleeding -.-

NO PE TODAY (: Miss Ho wasn't here ! Like I was sooooooo happy because I didn't want to run in this stupid shoes with such stupid ankles. :( Finished my whole Preston book & E23 in class! :D -claps please :D

Science was not too bad, understandable. Lol. Slept during math class after doing the TYS paper. Mdm Hee saw me sleeping again ~ & she went " I give you the permission to do your own work after you finish the paper , Just don't sleep" :/

Chinese lesson was pretty fine , so was English. We were like focusing on pronounciation in english today & it was so funny ! Kunyan & I cannot pronounce properly >[ There & their. & is Z pronounced as "zee" or "zack" ?

Because if it's "zack" then wouldn't zebra become zacbra? xD

Lunched at KFC with Peishi, Suhui&Hazel after school. Baozhen & Vivian didn't come because Vivian needs to see mdm hee. My ankles hurt like _$(%)#($%)( when walking there. Were talking about ghost stories & all. So creepy can :( :( :(

Left & went home. Time passed so fast, was like 3pm already -.- We were hell tired & am gonna get a nap after this post. Tmr's gonna be like a super uber long day - Speech Day rehearsal! Efl :/

& have to complete Geog & almost all work by today because the rest of the week is like super packed! :( Okay I know this post is crap&boring because my eyes are hardly opening now. Bye.

Everyday we managed to live by is a gift.
Learn to treasure today & live w no regrets.
For we never know what will happen tomorrow.

2007-06-25T22:29:00.000+08:00

NUMB&DEAD.

Yeah. I'm going to start a new life.
& back to who I was way back.
I know it's like the third time I'm saying
but somehow I feel I can do it because I'm slowly succeeding
in getting myself back already.

No , I don't need any boys (besides friends) in my life.
I think I am happier being on my own.
Sometimes I think boys are just out to spoil my whole life;
bringing me up for a moment and drop me till I can't even
find the remaining pieces of my heart.

This heart has died , I don't love you anymore.
& I finally realise it's really really not worth it.
The tears shedded over you. Not worth.

Y'know what ?
Everyone pays a price for breaking a heart.
You won't get away w it either.
No, nobody is going to bash you up ,
because I've stopped them from doing it.
but well , sooner or later you'll feel how terrible it is to love
and never be loved back.
Maybe you are feeling it alrd . ( I'm not stupid )
So perhaps thats gonna be the price you'll pay.

[EDIT]
No , the above paragraph wasn't meant to make me sound like a psycho who wants revenge.
I 'm not that evil.
& yeah , I am so over you.
You are going to get out of my life completely.
(the friends part stay)
Gawd, I never knew I had been so stupid to cry for months over a guy
who did nothing but break my heart.
Perhaps memories was what kept me back then.
[/EDIT]

First Day Of School.

2007-06-25T21:00:00.000+08:00

First day of school today. Was it supposed to be a good thing?

Hah so well , the only thing that's bad about today is that I lost my belt & my super very-short-already fringe still got caught? (-.-)

Otherwise school was completely much better than I thought it would have turned out to be. :D Thanks kunyan x10000000000 for giving me your belt! I think I'd be damn depressed now because the bookshop sells super super tight belt ):

Anw Eunike & I are super helpful people. We helped Mdm Hee to carry her stuff up to the staff room this morning :D & my ankle hurts like whatever now. Stupid shoe! >[ Was limping the whole day throughout! Zzz.

Talked alot to kunyan during Science lesson , almost the whole lesson we were talking I guess. Felt so so so much better & lighter after talking almost everything out~ Thanks kunyan! :D Free period during Lit , spent the whole 1 hour sleeping.

& Mr Tay kept making me answer questions whenever kunyan made me laugh during chinese lesson ): & no matter how soft kunyan talks , Mr Tay still can hear xD Slept during math & was woken up by mdm hee :/ Kunyan slept like she was dead to the world already ! xD

History was like oh-so-boring as usual. Lunch was funny , lots of laughter (: Changed & I clipped all my hair up! :D:D:D Went for Speech Day rehearsal. Super tiring! Zzz.

Had 2 runs of it & both times we managed to carry up successfully :D Though couldn't really balance well. The whole rehearsal ended like 6.40pm? ): Was like soooooooo tired. Helped Miss Tan to carry the stockings to staff room & the phone call she received made me laugh like idk what. xD

Went home with twinny after that. Was so tired we didn't have much energy left. I was freaked out by some guy on the way to mrt station & twinny was like saying " I know you are very freaked out right" . Of course I am! hahah I am easily freaked out? xD

Oh well , came home & I sat in this super disgusting bus which had like omgszxs , 12769048583405840 cockroaches in it! D: Ahhhhh , so freaked out & the other ppl in the bus actually didn't bother? D:

School wasn't that bad after today :D Am super tired now & gonna finish up my whole book of Preston now :D

Random updates.

2007-06-24T17:04:00.000+08:00

[from peishi's blog. I FELL DOWN! XD]
Oh well , I'm back because I realised I forgot to blog about some random things I wanted to blog about. You may read the previous post if you don't wanna read this.

- The school is depriving us , dancers of mirrors. They removed all the mirrors in the studio & it's effing troublesome. Ah please get us back our mirrors soon together w a better working quality radio.

- My skin is peeling very badly on my right shoulder & it looks really awful ): I wonder how am I gonna survive on Wed when I wear costume for EFL performance ):

- I've been listening to Hui Dao Guo Qu by Jay chou for weeks. The song is super old yet super nice.

- My fringe is NOT growing ):

- Im moodswinging really badly.

That should be all for now. (:

我爱错了。

Things just ain't the same.

2007-06-24T15:52:00.001+08:00

CLICK HERE for yesterday's photos (:

Rihanna- P.S I'm Still Not Over You

So like , tomorrow's school again. Like, yay?

I'm not intending to do my Geography today. Just let it be some last minute piece of work since it's due on the 29th anyways. I'm like so tired now that I cant stay alive if I run for10m I tell you.

To sum up this June holiday , it's rather well spent compared to the rest. Must be because I had not much worries about homework at all because I finished them during the first week. :D

Dance took up an equally reasonable amount of time up this holiday ( despite this week of tight schedule) though I wished there were more trainings! Also , I realised I didn't spend that much this holiday! (clap please)

Oh well , so I supposed it's a pretty much happy holiday this time round (minus away all the emo shits.) 'Cause I've been thinking alot in the late nights when I can't get to sleep or whatever.

Somehow , on the sadder note , I realised I've changed pretty much. Both good & bad? Hah i don't know. But all I know is I'm still pretty much as emo (-.-) . & maybe the tears that I've been shedding for the past 3 months could be equivalent to those that I've shedded in my whole life before that.

Sometimes crying makes me feel better but sometimes it just brings me down even more. Ah , whatever. Like how twinny was describing that day , I am like 走一步，看一步 now. I don't really wished to plan or look ahead for the future anymore. It's like I fear of disappointment and stuff like this. I have a weak heart , no? Maybe I don't even have a heart now. Like yay.

I've cried over my own change in this sense. I've become everything I wished I wasn't. So like yeah , I hate it. No choice , I just don't seem to be able to bring myself back somehow.

On the very bright note , I still have friends who care about me . I still have dance (: Managed to know how to smile again somehow though. But I know when tomorrow comes , the stress & tiredness (mental & physical) are going to bring more fake smiles alive.

It's okay . I still love myself though :D See you all tmr in school ! :D

& there's some things a girl can
never forget.

The good old days.

2007-06-23T23:22:00.000+08:00

Current Mood : _|_

No , not because of dance. But of something else. Can any kind soul tell me why the F- is my photos not showing in my recent posts?! _l_

Anw had performance today. Reached Kbcc @ 4pm+ & changed , warmed up , hair-do & make up. Hair -do was crap. My hair still smells gel-ly now. Yucks.

Did own make up because helpers/teacher wasn't free. Hahaha. Jialin is always the slowest : P

Had packed dinner & we were sitting in a circle looking at last time's "diary book". Y'know , when we were in Pri. school , we always like to write those Profile , Friends & stuff. So funny man looking back at how we had been. :D

Waited till like 8+ for our first dance to begin. Before that we took lotsa photos & I tell ya I totally looked like a malay. Ah , it was like they are all so white & i looked really dark. (No racism !)

First dance was okay & we all rushed up to change for the second dance. Thought it was gonna be a rush but turned out okay. Took a super funny "wedding" photo with jialin! haha XD

Talked about our primary school dance days & childhood times in the waiting room. Had so much laughter:D & laoshi had pronounciation problems & her zu che (rent car) became (pig car). So somehow we related it until zhu pai(pork chop) & I laughed so hard I teared I tell you.

Hahaha. & I was talking about all the childhood days of me & huimin always seeing each other yet we don't know each other . & it was damn funny please! Those childhood days were really fun & innocent :]

The next dance was pretty okay though. After that my hair curled up like crazy & I was the slowest in changing today. Hahaha. After that we went down to buy ice cream from the ice cream machine & the machine doesnt likes jialin!

Me & Gladys just need 1 try to get the machine to suck the icecream out but Jialin needed 5tries! hahahah :D

My parents came and fetched me home afterwards. Thanks for waiting with me for my parents! :D

Anw tmr's like the last day of hols & I'm left w one qn of Geog. Gonna chiong tmr (:

-

2007-06-23T11:30:00.000+08:00

Supposed to meet sweetheart later, but she says she's down with a slight fever. So am gonna stay at home till 2plus & go dance. Takecare loads okay sweetheart! :D

"just forget him. he's not worth your love"
I've been hearing this since 3months back.
& tell me why i am still like this.
-

Change

2007-06-22T23:04:00.001+08:00

Changed some format in my blog again.Somehow my blog seems freaking screwed in MSIE. Roar. Like the posts refuses to appear and stuff. & Idk why does my blog lags like some old hag for some comps.

Changed the posting format to 3 days so that it lags lesser & saves quite alot of trouble from loading. Sometimes I think it's the super long list of links that lags the blog alright. Pfft. Whatever.

So there's performance on tmr anyways. Jialin told me something today about what she heard during physics lesson ytd & it made me go 0.o!!!

Hahahaha , okay alright bye.

2007-06-22T21:02:00.000+08:00

So I think it'd be much nicer to reply to the tags first :D

Chuishan : Lols , yeah . Danced already! :D haha okayokay :D
stranger : YES I AM. Hahaha. thnks for tagging anw :D
cbz : Aw so sad XD hahahaha. do do do! :D
nut: LOLS!
sarah: I fall down loh! hahaha. band was nice too :D
hauyip: rofl , I'm lazy to go into such small details lah. -.-
yibin : :D
twinny: yes , the 6 words are enough. haha yeah! ily * :D

OMG LIKE HELLO EVERYONE. YOU KNOW WHAT , I SLEPT AT 3AM TODAY & WOKE UP AT 6.50AM & WENT FOR DANCE FROM LIKE 8.45AM-8PM. & I AM NOT DEAD. I'M STILL ALIVE & ~~JUMPING~~ LIMPING. (:

So today's like dance, dance & still dance. My knee is simply dying on me right now. & I posted a very detailed post but it doesn't want to appear in MSIE. So I decided to put it in my drafts instead. Zzz. Feeling screwed now.

Shall blog tmr. Current energy level = Reaching Negative.

The best & most beautiful things in the world
are not seen by the eyes ,
but by the heart.

Quizes. 3rd post.

2007-06-21T23:00:00.000+08:00

Am bored , & found 2 nice quizzes on friendster :D

Don't brood over th answer. Just type
th first answer that pops into your
mind.

1. My ex is still:
alive

2. I'm listening to:
Untitled.

3. Maybe I should:
sleep.

4. I love:
too many things.

6. I don't understand:
why.

7. I lost:
you.

8. People say:
I'm crazy.

9. The meaning of my screen name is:
my name & blog url.

10. Love is:
anything&everything.

11. Somewhere, someone is:
thinking of you (thats a quote anw)

12. I'll always:
less than three you.

13. Forever seems:
impossible.

14. I never ever want to:
break down again.

15. My cell phone is:
N70.

17. I get annoyed when:
idk.

18. Parties are:
fun.

19. My pet(s):
-

20. Kisses are the best when:
its by the one you love & they mean it.

21. Today I:
cried.

22. Tomorrow I:
dance :D

23. I really want:
my knee to recover.

24. I really want to ask if:
~

Idk whr 5&16 went~

Another one :D

How old were you when you first..

1. Fell in love
Idk.

2. Lost someone close to you?
5yrsold? My grandfather.

3. Drank alcohol
8 i think.

4. Smoked
NEVER EVER.

5. Got kissed
when I'm borned? by my mum.

6. Went to the hospital
5yrsold.

7. Got your heart broken?
14 .

8. Lost a pet.
never did.

9. Got arrested
I do legal things.

11. broken a bone.
-

12. Got a job
-

13. Got cheated on
-

14. Rode the city bus alone?
public bus isit? 9 i think.

15. Went to a concert/pub/disco?
11yrs.

17. Got a cell phone
10yrsold.

18.Snuck out of the house
I don't.

19. Drove a car
-

20. Fighting in school??
-

21. Your 1st brutal fighting??
-

22. How old are you now?
14yrs , 4 months & 9 days. Haha.

[EDIT]
Rofl , last final one. got tagged by winny :D

SIX WEIRD THINGS ABOUT ME :
#1 curfews for myself.
[ Don't really like to reach home late & let my parents worry.]
#2 My nails.
[They're forever that short! ]
#3 Appetite
[I'm a pure carnivore -.- & I eat alot , but ppl think I have eating disorder.]
#4 Phobias.
[I AM SCARED OF ALL KINDS OF INSECTS/ANIMALS NO MATTER HOW CUTE THEY ARE EXCLDNG HUMANS.]
#5 thinking.
[I can counsel people but can't counsel myself.]
#6 TV
[ I watch less than 3hours of television every week.]

THE NEXT SIX LUCKY PEOPLE :
#1 Peishi
#2 Suhui
#3 Vivian
#4 Baozhen
#5 Hazel
#6 Sarah

[/EDIT]

最终选择离开，不责怪你。
只应为太爱你了。

DOGGGGGGGS!

2007-06-21T18:53:00.000+08:00

Met Twinny at sembawang just now. Happened to meet peishi in the bus.

Went to get the stuffs we're supposed to get & went to twinny's house with peishi & baozhen. HER DOGS ARE SUPER SCARY !!!!!!!!! :(

It barked like mad please! Keeps barking at me & I kept screaming & it kept barking and I screamed until I was crying :( I'm so pathetic! D:

Anyway the dogs are called Jojo & Winny. Hahaha. Winny more obedient , it doesn't bark at me -.-" Jojo is hyperactive! Omg. Then me and twinny went to the kitchen & put the fence so that the dogs couldn't come in.

I stayed in the kitchen for the whole of 4 hours plus! The dogs kept staring in. Ohmytian ! D:

Took loads of photos of them though. Very adorable when they don't bark :D Twinny & I spend four hour plus plus in the kitchen doing the things :D

Finally I went out of the kitchen. So scary please! Went in again , then I stayed inside the toilet because the dogs were in the kitchen. Zzz! Shall not say what we were doing because erm , erm , there's no SURPRISE if I blogged it out. :D

Went home & the dogs barked again. Ohmytian :(

Shall blog tmr. Tmr's gonna be a super long day. 12 hours straight of dance! & anw , Dance GM tmr , gonna clip up all my fringe:D

Without you ,
it's just not quite the same.

Happy One Year , Twinny! :D

2007-06-21T00:03:00.000+08:00

Heh , it's a big day today (:

365days back ,
TWINNY & I BECAME TWINS :D
HAPPY ONE YEAR OF BEING TWINS TO US TWINNY!
ILOVEYOU! :D

Twinny , & this is all for you :

Thanks for being there everytime whenever I needed someone. Thanks for understanding what's on my mind even when I never had it spoken. Thanks for all the words that you'd use to cheer me up. Thanks for having the same thinking as me , making me know I'm not the only one right here. Thanks for all the time you've spent on for me. Thanks for sharing this telepathy btwn us with me.

Simply, thanks for everything. :D

I somehow don't know how to thank you for every single thing. There's so much to thank about , so so much I don't know how to say. Y'know , I'll always be there for you , & y'know , this telepathy will go on. You know I know We know.

(: I love you twinny! Seeya in 12hours time. haha.

Dance , dying knee , puffed eyes.

2007-06-20T18:16:00.001+08:00

Omg , can't believe I survived 5-6hrs of dance with merely 3hours sleep last night. Was like yawning my life away and trying to keep my eyes open for the whole day. Zzz!

Anyway , a change of font for my posts . It's trebuchet MS fyi (:

Met Peishi , twinny & suhui and went for dance tgt. Was like eating my breakfast on the way. Dying okay! haha. Reached school and it's like bballers hvng friendly match or smth. Then this group of boys from X Secondary School ( not naming the sch name ) are so bloody thickskinned -.-"

They were behaving as though we dancers were oogling at them?! Zzz , do they need a mirror or smth ? There are loads in the toilet. Heh , went to Music Room's store to find the teachers, helped to find long sleeves & 05's SYF costume. Couldn't find long sleeves though. Took the 05's SYF costume up to studio because some school were borrowing it from us.

Did warm ups. Grr, my knee's so pain ! ): & today's kicks were like way lower than normal. Ohmytian , whatever happened to me ? ):

Halfway through the person came and collect the costumes. Forgot about the headpiece so me & twinny made another trip to Music Store again to find. Saw Vivian on the way. VIVIAN LOOKS SO CUTE NOW :D & MORE KUKU THAN ME:D

Was like sniffing in all the dust finding the headpieces. My nose became RED after that. Roar. But managed to skip the jumping part for warm up. hehe :D

Started dancing zang zu wu. Still love the dance loads! haha. Anyway , Valerie keep random bomb me -.-" Made me lose balance like whatever. Evil ! hahaha :D I still think I walk like a penguin for the "1-2-3 leg up" that part ):

Dance break , saw kunyan at court , sleeping. hahaha. She's dark , so dark , dark to the max x100000. hahaha. Then went to parade ground and took pics with the new ground! I fell down in the pic :/ But the pic's with Peishi. Hahaha.

Suhui advertising for her blog , theyellowchalk though i know it's a yellow dot here (:

Didn't eat , drank green tea only. Went back to school soon. Was so freaking hot! What's more we were wearing leotard+PE.

Found kunyan again! haha. She & Kiacher accompanied me to the toilet. I so don't like me in leotard now. The stupid tan line! ):

Went to court there then they asked me to dance. Rofl. so I danced for them [x I'm so niceee. haha. Anyway kunyan say I very serious when dancing :D Wheeets. Then she & kiacher keep want to use the bball to scare me. I'm scared of balls lah! (don't think sick alright)

Went up to outside studio & joined ruiting & the rest. Sang & lala-ed all the way.

My face looks very fat okay?! ):

Run No.15 Run! :D

I got no idea where the ball is -.- But she looks damn cute in this :D

She tried to shoot the ball to the 2nd level where i was [x

Ruiting EMO ! (:

Then went in for dance. Was so tired and moodless to dance. Twinny got very moodless & emo. Twinny , you still have me okay (: Cheer up! Don't think about it so much. Learn to take things easy , you know I'll always be there for you (: & you know I won't let you down :D

Then somehow I got very emo also :/ But nvm , I still can counsel Valerie okay! :D Starting dancing & was like , dying from the pain of my knees. Before dance ended , Laoshi& Miss Tan talked for quite long. Miss Tan said she rejected a performance for us from mediacorp because it was one day before SA2 :/ Quite a pity .

Went home after that. Dying dying dying. Shall go sleep , & do my book review :D Tmr is an important day! :D

[EDIT]

Thanks Valerie for this photo! Twinny & I , candid :D

Anyway , Minhui , take care of your leg okay! Hope your injury recovers fast(: I know you won't be reading this but well , (:
[/EDIT]

And I wrote this letter in my head
Cuz so many things were left unsaid

I'm just a kid & life's a misery.

2007-06-20T01:54:00.000+08:00

Heyho people! Good morning to all :D

Just look at the time now , 1:55am. Greatness. I went offline at like , 0:26 just now , & I tried my very best to sleep . But to no avail though. So I read Christmas Carol till page 38 & I'm like super bored out so I on-ed my comp again. Gosh!

I SERIOUSLY NEED MY BIOLOGICAL CLOCK BACK! :(

Just imagine 4 or 5 days later when school reopens , & I'm still this nocturnal / biological clock retarded , how am I gonna survive in school! Damn crap. & anyway , my mouse disconnected itself so I'm like , Alt+Tab-ing the whole time.

I am so bored now , thanks to my fellow biological clock retarded cousin who is also online to chat w me , if not I tell you , I'll be bored till I think I can crap on forever in this post from now till tmr when it's time to go for dance!

Bet everyone's asleep now , so it's kind of pointless to sms them & ask if they can kill my boredom for me when they'll only receive it when they wake up ! haha. Anyway , I'm so afraid I can't wake up for dance tmr. I'm supposed to wake up in 5hours14min time (: [it's 2:01am now btw]

Okay , I think I should stop. It's pretty annoying of my Alt+Tab-ing all the time btwn Blogger & Msn. So this is pretty lame post I suppose. Can't even upload any photos to spice the whole thing up. I'll have to Alt+Tab a hundred times at least i think. -.-"

So , update later when I get home from dance! Loves.

Re-post (:

2007-06-19T17:59:00.000+08:00

I'm here to re-post everything again.I feel damn crap in the previous post. :(

Firstly , the happiest thing should be :
DANCE IS RESUMING TMR :D

Ohmytian , I miss school training so freaking much (: though it's gonna be long training duration again , I wouldn't mind. But sadly , my knee seems to be acting up again. I think I got the injury acted up again last Friday at kbcc or smth ):

Let's hope I won't have to become friends with kneeguards again :)

Anyway , let's do some "updates" , to get my mind refreshed (:

Homework left :
Classic Book : Sypnosis of min 35 word to max of 50min (waste of time) & reaction (150words)
Geography Qn 2 .

Both are so freaking boring tasks alright. Been abandoning them since weeks ago . -yawns.

Others :
20th June : Dance ! :D
21st June : Going to twinny's house to do things :D
22nd June : Dance & Speech Day Rehearsal & Kbcc dance! -faints.
23rd June : Kbcc Dance Performance [:
25th June : School Reopens , Speech Day Rehearsal.
27th June : EFL Performance , Speech Day Rehearsal, Dance.
29th June : Speech Day Performance (:
20th July : Dance Fantasia (:

Dance is occupying so much of this month's time . But I like :D

Anw , dancers !
Please rmb to bring $16 for dance tee tmr during trng :D

Cockroach!

2007-06-18T19:21:00.000+08:00

From top to bottom : Mingxuan , Mine , Baozhen (below mine) , Hazel & Grace

Simple Plan- Perfect World

I used to think that I was strong
Until the day it all went wrong
I think I need a miracle to make it through, yeah
I wish that I could bring you back
I wish that I could turn back time
Cause I can't let go
I just can't find my way, yeah
Without you I just can't find my way
Went to catch cockroach today (: Met Grace at AMKhub then we went to find Kunyan & her brother at KFC. Lunched & then waited for Eunike to come :D

She came , & Kunyan stole her wallet & she didn't noticed . Until in the end kunyan forgot & eunike found it in her bag. lmao. Slacked until like 4+ then started the cockroach hunting! :D

Walked behind all the shophouses trying to find our luck :D & we found alot of dead ones! Got one garbage dump seriously got damn lots. & in the end I spotted one at the back of a bakery! Was like so freaking happy & all of us were screaming -.-

The people from the shophouse were like looking & laughing at us can!? & EUNIKE THE BRAVO BRAVELY PUT THE COCKROACH INTO THE CONTAINER! -APPLAUSE PLEASE :D

So brave lah. Then she fed the cockroach sweet which me & grace cannot stop eating also xD Continued trying luck but only found dead ones. Boooo. In the end went to rest at hub. Saw Germaine & Charmaine! :D

Bought bubbletea & talked talked talked. Went home at around 6+ . Gonna try my luck at home & see if any cockroach wanna go shopping at my house anot :D Anyway , I'm gonna start on my book review. I'm VERY DETERMINED to do :D But shall do the blogskin I owe people first. Hahaha.

Off to watch CSS2 already. Byebye! :D

Quiz :D 2nd post.

2007-06-17T20:18:00.000+08:00

Mutya Buena-Real Girl

I'm bored , & don't feel like doing work at all. So shall do quiz from Sarah's blog :D

About your perfect partner.

How tall should they be?
Preferably taller than me.

What should they weigh?
Heavier than me.

What hair colour should they have?
From brown to black. Lol.

What kind of personality should they have?
Caring , understanding , reasonable & sweet? haha.

Older or younger?
Same age or older.

Serious or carefree?
Both.

Spontaneous or hesitant?
Spontaneous.

Brutally honest or tight-lipped?
Be honest when supposed to be , be tight-lipped when supposed to be.

Beautiful or intelligent?
What matters most is the love right?

Movie or a restaurant?
Movie I guess.

What film actor should they most be like?
They should be themselves.

What singer should they most be like?
Same as above.

Should they make all the money?
Both should make , to be fair. haha.

Do they need to cook?
Both needs to.

What is their best body part?
Idk.

What body part do you not care about?
Idk.

Desk job or physical labour?
A job consisting both shld be fab.

Which car should they drive?
No preference. As long as can drive me will do xD

What one thing completely turns you off?
Idk.

What one thing completely turns you on?
Idk too. Hahah.

Yay I feel like a lazy bum. hahaha. Eat sleep Eat sleep.

The greatest distance on earth is not north and south,
it is when I am right in front of you
and you do not know that I love you.

Happy Father's Day.

2007-06-17T17:16:00.000+08:00

First of all , Happy Father's Day ! :D

Anw , ain't really in the mood now. Met Kunyan in the morning & went to Evangel Family Church to watch hazel & bz's play? Yeah , Hazel better be honoured I broke the house rules & stepped into a church 'cause of her play mans. :D

So yeah , at the beginning was all talking & stuff. Feels so extra there mans. It's like the words they were saying were entering from my left ear & coming out from the right. Yeah. But well , can see many strong christian believers there (:

Finally after so long their play began? Yeah. Hazel wasn't as sexily dressed as I thought she would be. Looks quite normal for me. hahaha. I think the hairstyle is damn cute? roflol. [x

After everything , went out for refreshment. Haha. The food there is "very interesting" (x The people there are nice lah , but well , haha , i don't know how to put it. & the lady there keeps calling me "xin yu" ?! Bleah. hahaha. okay I don't know who's that lady lah ,so just call her lady. The first thought of "xinyu" is the song by Jay Chou. Lmao :D

Went to eat at LJS after that . Only kunyan ate. We all drank the clam chowder soup :D After that went to play at arcade for awhile. Was about to go home already , 'cause I told my mum I'll be home at 3.

In the end hazel said want to go and buy cockroach. So we walked to Chong Pang in search of cockroaches. Thanks Grace for showing us the way there :D Walked one big round in search of cockroaches but to no avail. hahas. After that walked back again & took bus home.

Reached home & was like my mood totally spoilt. I merely reached home past curfew time & you're kicking up a big fuss. It's not like I always don't go with the curfew but this is like the second time only. You don't like the idea of me staying out late, fine I won't. & I don't. Because I know you'll worry cos afterall I'm a girl. But please learn to show some respect for me okay.

Learn to leave me some privacy space. When I'm out doesn't mean you can enter my room as you wish. When I'm out doesn't mean you can move my stuffs around as you wish. When I'm out doesnt mean you can create a mess on my table with your work stuff and throwing my claimed-to-be "rubbish" homework by you anywhere. Fine , if you think those homework I've done are rubbish , go do a better one for me then. If not , throw them away & sign me out from school.

You say I'm rude and don't show any respect for you. Hello? If I don't show respect for you , would I even care about those curfews ? If I don't show respect for you , would I ask you if I can go out when I want to? If I'm rude , tell me how many times in my whole life have I spoke vulgarities at you. Tell me , if the number of times exceed 5 , say I'm rude & I wouldn't mind.

Learn to be happy that your daughter follows your curfew & set curfew on her own too. Learn to be happy that your daughter tries her best to get good grades back for you. Learn to be happy tht your daughter thinks twice about spending your hard-earn money. Learn to be happy your daughter understands you are tired from work and have no time to cook and doesnt blame you for that anymore though I'm wishing for a home-cooked meal very much.

I don't even blame you for not being there when I need someone to cry to the most. I don't even mind you for all the naggy questionings on whether I'm havng a bf anot because I know you're caring. & I don't blame you for not understanding me.I just want you to leave me some privacy on my own. Don't come & clear things from my room anyhow you like. You may find things you weren't supposed to find & you may throw things you weren't supposed to throw.

Argh. I'm sorry for ranting. I don't like ranting about my family matters but this time I can't keep it anymore.

You are the first thing to enter my mind in the morning
and the last thing to leave my heart at night.

New Blogskin.

2007-06-16T23:11:00.000+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE!
NEW BLOGSKIN! :D

Not very splendid I know.
Will try to make it look nicer another day:D

Woah , & meeting Kunyan tmr to go see Hazel wear DRESS! DRESS! XD Hahahaha okay bye! :D

Random.

2007-06-16T17:23:00.000+08:00

Gah , I'm planning to use this pic for my new blogskin. But somehow in a way or another I think it's not splendid.

& I just can't seem to get the inspiration to do a nice one. Ah , so my new blogskin's on hold now. I just woke up like an hour ago & I'm not in the mood to do my homework at all. ):

I so wanna finish them all alright. Nevermind , maybe I shall leave geog for the last. I think for the time being I'll never run out of photos to blog because I have like over 100+ to put randomly. Yay :D

Next week & next next week gonna be super cramped up with dance. Somehow after twinny sent me the zang zu wu music I cannot stop dancing already. School's reopening in 1 week time. I wanna time to stop forever, pretty please.

If every drop of rain was a thought of you,
I'd have every storming cloud in the the world inside my head
and I'd still miss you.

Photos.

2007-06-16T02:26:00.001+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE. PLEASE CLICK HERE
FOR THE PHOTOS FOR SENTOSA TRIP.
( the link can also be found in the links!)

TYVM! & Good morning!
:D

Dance

2007-06-15T22:22:00.000+08:00

My apologies for the late update. My comp seems to be lagging like mad after I uploaded in the 125photos into my comp. & I have yet to put all the photos into the album (in the process) , so please be patient yeah.

Was chatting with my cousin online yesterday & we caught up alot with each others' life. Can't believe time has flew by so fast , and many things have changed ? Yeah , anyway my cousin says I'm biological clock retarded. So profound! Hahaah.

Had a super good sleep today after like so many days. Went for dance & there was so little people today. Jialin, Wanchu ,Lorena & Gladys ain't here. So bailaoshi allowed me only to slack. Huimin they all still have to dance. Hahaha.

After dance , went to Yishun Mrt to find Clint & Sujie. They were selling ice cream. So being the very nice me , I bought their ice cream from them! :D Haha! & came home after that. My eyes are recently damn freaking dry & tired. Shall rest the whole day at home tomorrow & rush through my last pieces of homework :D

To love someone is something,
but to be loved by the one you love is everything.

SENTOSA IS LOVEEEEEEEE :D

2007-06-14T22:55:00.000+08:00

Jordin Sparks - This is My Now

SENTOSA IS A VERY LOVELY PLACEEEEE! :D

Met Peishi at the NTUC near our house at 9.30am. I went to buy this 1L of Mango Yogurt. hahaha. Gosh I'm dying without yogurt! Then trained down to meet the rest. As usual , we are the most punctual ones :D

Vivian & Baozhen came second , Kunyan third , & Hazel the latest. Trained down to Harbourfront. In the train there was this group of guys who kept looking at kunyan. Because she wore until damn sexy kay? & KUNYAN , IM NOT SEXY.

Saw Jolene Ang at Vivo! :D Then we went to find our way to take shutter bus to sentosa. Bought admission tickets & went there. Stood all the way in the bus. Reached there & went 7-11 to buy food. Super hungry people. :/

Then , we went to PALAWAN BEACH :D
On our way there , this group of malay guys came and say Hi to me -.- & I felt so freaking paiseh-ed.

Yay I loveeeeeeee tht place man! Me & Vivian couldn't play in the water ): So we camwhored freaking lots ! Anw , I have more than 125 photos to upload , but I'm uploading 5 today only .

Vivian & I :D

She took this .

Then when we finally were very tempted to go into the water to play , I freaking got cramp! Thanks vivian for accompanying me to find the toilet :D I was like dying on my way there laaaaah. & when I came back , Kunyan said I look very pale.

Went into the water , & that thing kana on the sand?! The sand was red okay =/ Wth , freaking unlucky. But it's abit only. Then hazel dared me to take off my shirt , Kunyan also. So I was saying if hazel take out , I will take off.

Hazel : I take out you take out ah
Me : You take out I take out Kunyan take out also lor
Kunyan : What, You two take out I watch.

Ohmytian , in the end hazel really took off =/ So I took also lah , then I took out she wear back . WTH. Cheat me! But I still wore back. hahah.

Was feeling quite uncomfortable so went toilet again. Thanks kunyan for accompanying me:D & she keep saying the people there keep bio-ing me . What me , is bio you okay ,so freaking sexy :D

Went back , & decided to tan. Kunyan lied and tanned for damn long. Then kunyan & vivian keep asking me take out my shirt & tan . So I did in the end. & Hazel went super horny ._. After tanning , went to wash off all the sand. I saw my "twin sister" xD

Kunyan was saying I can train for 6 pax because got the lining or whatever? I didn't even noticed. Then Hazel was saying she didn't expect me to be so fit , like she thought I would be damn bony. ROFLOL XD

Finally decided to go other places. Was freezing man , so freaking cold. Took the bus to Skyride place :D Kunyan , hazel , baozhen & vivian went to play luge & skyride while me & peishi took skyride only.

We were like crazy & nice people taking their bags for them. Meaning , 2 people carrying 6 bags! Then the person working was like : woah , how many baggages do you have? . Lmao. The ride was so freaky lah , was so afraid the bags will drop off ._. Then we waited at Siloso beach there for the four to come back. WE WAITED FOR ONE HOUR !

So I was telling peishi : they sure is either drop phone or lost their way one.

& you know what? They came back & told us that Vivian dropped her slipper when taking skyride! LMAO ! XD

Went to eat at Subway. Shared meal with Kunyan. Was talking about different bloggers & stuff. & BAOZHEN : I WANNA KNOW WHY IS MIKO IN HOSPITAL!

After eating , we went to Siloso Beach & rested. On the bus on the way there , I was being racist. Kunyan knows why xD BAOZHEN TOOK A SUPER SUPER FUNNY PICTURE OF KUNYAN! DAMN FUNNY MAN :D I WILL POST THE PIC TMR XD

Found a very very nice place & sat down , rested. Took alot of pictures there :D Shall just put 3 of them first :D

Me & Kunyan look so loner in this pic. hahaha

We're looking at the stars!

All three pics are from Vivian's phone :D

Haha ,the stars photo , we were actually pointing to nowhere , then kunyan anyhow went & say "we're looking at the stars!" Then when we look up , there was really ONE star! hahaha :D

Left with Peishi first afterwards. We didn't want to reach home too late , don't like . Hahaha. Was sleeping our whole journey in 855 on the way home. Then was like realise how black I am now! SUPER SUPER BLACK. & Kunyan's envious of my blackness. hahaha.

Am super tired =/Will load the photos in tmr :D Byeeeee.
I know it's a lengthy post xD

HOMEWORK :D I'm not depressed.

2007-06-13T20:55:00.000+08:00

Avril Lavigne - Fall To Pieces

And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just wanna sit and stare at you. I don't wanna talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just wanna cry in front of you.
I don't wanna talk about it
'Cause I'm in love with you.

Slept at around 6am today, and woke up at 10am. I'm amazed with myself. Hahaha. Was supposed to meet kunyan&eunike at 1pm. Ended up I was walking halfway & kunyan called and said change the time to 2pm. So I walk all the way home again.

Haha , anyway , I had a hard time remembering the code for the locker! I was like guessing at least 6 times before I told kunyan the right code. Then omg , all the people around me were like thinking I was saying some numbers for them to buy toto. LMAO.

Met Kunyan , Eunike & Naomi at FoodJunction. Naomi left after lunch. Slacked awhile and went to library! Sotong came also. xD Sat down and started to do work :D I did half of my geog already! Am so happy :D

& sotong , I'm hardworking not depressed okay! Who say only people with depression can do their work one huh? xD

Then they were talking about bball stuff & I just listened and listened. haha. so interesting , because I'm so noob about it. lmao.

Left the library at like 5+ . I was freeeeeezzzziiiiinnnnggggg inside the library okay! Eunike went home & then me kunyan & sotong went to basement to get food because I havent had anything since morning. Bought takopachi & OldChangKee. Then stoned there and eat eat eat.

Kunyan went crazy. & she's so fierce mans. hahahah. Then decided to go to the UK Fun Fair to take a look. Was so freaking tempted to play , but no money! Ahhhhhh D:

I'm in love with the ferris wheel ! hahaha.

Kunyan & I thinks this is cool. hahah.

& I so freaking don't like the Challenger. hahaha I think it's freaking scary? whatever. hahah. Everything there seems nice :D

& yeah , I took a very nice photo of kunyan :

I like leh! The sky at 7pm is so freaking nice :D

After that they sent me to the MRT station and I went to meet my mum. Sotong accompanied kunyan to wait for her sibs to come. & I realise they walk very slow. hahah I already walk like 5times slower than my normal speed and they're still behind me xD

Okay , I'm off. Needa rest. Sentosa here I come tomorrow! :D

The beating of my heart is a drum,
and it's lost,
and it's looking for a rhythm like you

quizquizquiz

2007-06-13T03:52:00.001+08:00

-quiz deleted, cos it lags my blog somehow. rofl-

If I love you this much,
and I'm not the one for you,
then the one for you will be everything I am;
and everything I'm not

I NEED TO SCREAM.

Dance tee . shopping .

2007-06-12T22:53:00.000+08:00

Boys Like Girls - The Great Escape

Went down to Castle Green to meet Sara to get the dance tee stuff at like 4.30pm. Was late , but so was she. So it was okay. But I was very late in meeting twinny , 15min late I guess. I don't like to be late so that's very late for me.

On the way from yck station to castle green & vice versa reminded me of my primary school days man. First person that came to my mind was bestfriend! Ah , how we would go home tgt after school almost every single day & hang out tgt. -screams. bestfriend i miss you lah! & don't got your somebody somebody then forget about me okay! hahaha.

Trained down to TPY to meet twinny & saw linkai in the train! lol i guessed we were both shocked. hahaha. Met twinny & went to burger king & gathered all the sizes together. Gosh , we were like having calculation problem. & I felt so dumb when I called valerie saying there was not "full" amt of people when it all was there. Dumb. I'm soooo dumb man! hahaha.

Went to the shop but sadly the shop didn't have the colour we wanted. So we decided to go down to FarEast to check because that shop has dark purple. Yeah. trained down & then went to the shop. the uncle yada yada-ed alot & twinny's going back there on thurs/fri i think. Oh anyway, that reminds me that I have to call up a number of people and tell them about things.

Accompanied twinny to eat at long john because I was going to meet my mum at Bugis. After eating she went home & I went bugis to meet my mum. Oh yeah anw , twinny house got new dog ! Omg jojo is scary enough and now there's this bigger one. omg scream die me -.-

Had dinner with my mum at lerk thai. Their food's not bad. Then went to shop ard bugis & I bought two tops & 1 pair of shorts. But am still in search of a nice nice bag. Gosh I'm freaking picky over bags.

Went over to my mum's shop after that and I stoned in the office for like 20min. Hell boring. Finally my mum could see how bored I was and after she finished her never-ending talk with her colleague , we headed home.

Came home & felt very stupid about that emo post. so i put it into my draft. Though I know alot read it already. but nvm. =/ Okay , update tmr :D

I'll love you forever and a day,
& if forever means a lifetime ,
I'll be there at the end to
greet you with open arms.

The heart has reason that reason does not understand.

2007-06-12T02:29:00.000+08:00

Am very bored now. So , more quiz.

1. Name two person who always make you smile even when you're upset with them.
Those who can make me smile seldom upset me.

2. What were you doing at 5:00 this morning?
Sleeping.

3. What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
Searching for quiz at Friendster bulletin.

4. Who was the last person who broke your heart?
you-know-who-you-are.

5. What is the last thing you said aloud?
"OMG WHY WILSON OUT?!" -.-

6. How many different things did you drink today?
Mineral water , Sprite , Green Tea , Yakult , MilkTea.

7. What color is your hairbrush?
Bronze.

8. What was the last thing you bought?
Food.

9. where do you live?
Yishun.

10. What color is your gate?
Black

11. Where is your brother?
I gt no brother.

12. how was your day yesterday?
Boring.

13. What is the last ice cream flavor you ate?
Mocha & chips?

14. are you an optimistic one?
Most of the time (:

15. Do you think your okay?
No.

16. contented in life?
Maybe.

17. Do you talk a lot?
Yeah.

18. are you happy with the love of your life right now? why?
I'm single.

19. do you skip meals?
Breakfasts.

20. do you consider yourself smart?
Not sure.

21. Do you cook your own food?
No.

22. reason for living?
Suffer.

23. Are you typically a jolly person?
yeah.

24. name one enemy of yours:
Currently nobody.

25. Name one close friend:
Kunyan!

26. Who's first person in your phonebook?
Adlyn.

27. What did the last text message you received say?
Kiuyan telling me her pe shirt size? lol

28. Do you go to gym?
nope.

29. song playing at the moment:
SHE - Shuo Ni Ai Wo.

30. message for the person who you love the most.
=/

It's 2.55am now & I'm not tired at all. Crazy bitch. lol.

Second post (:

2007-06-11T21:01:00.000+08:00

Okay , for people who are tired @ looking at quiz , can scroll below for today's post :D
Tagged by peishi (:

5 things found in your bag :

1 Handphone.
2 Earpiece
3 Wallet
4 Purse
5 Keys

5 things found in your purse/wallet :

1 Ezlink Card.
2 Money.
3 Receipts
4 Comb
5 Clips

5 favourite things in your room :

1 Bed
2 Computer
3 MIRROR (:
4 Softtoys
5 Fan.

5 things you've always wanted to do :

1 Be okay.
2 Good grades.
3 Continue dancing even aft I grad.
4 Find ways to make my fringe grow faster.
5 make time turn back =/

5 things you are currently in to :

1 too many
2 "
3 "
4 "
5 "

5 people you tag

Anyone is okay (:

ANW , SEC TWO DANCERS LOOK HERE! :
Those who haven't reply my sms on your pe shirt size ,
please reply ASAP (latest by tmr noon!) .
I need the shirt size for dance tee making. Yeah ,
So help me pass this msg to your friends who are dancers if you happen to read this.
People who haven't replied :
Cherie & Kiuyan.
tyvm! :D

When you smiled you had my undivided attention.
When you laughed you had my urge to laugh with you.
When you cried you had my urge to hold you.
When you said you loved me, you had my heart forever.

I know , I fell for the guy I shouldn't be loving anymore.

MAHJONG:D

2007-06-11T19:43:00.001+08:00

Hello people! (:

Today is quite a good day , I guess. Went offline quite early ytd , around 1am. (Was appearing offline) But still slept at like 2.45am. Anw heard good news this morning :D

Met Peishi today & we went down to Woodlands. Went CWP LongJohn's for brunch first. Am super full. For the first time , I didn't finish my food! D:

Went to library hunting for Classic books? Yeah , we even went to search at the children section. Lmao. In the end I borrowed Christmas Carol :D

Then we thought was late already , so we bused down to Suhui's house. In the end , we ended up watching her play gunbound+maple+neopets & listening to songs& singing because that kiven-pig-lim is still sleeping! You know I waited from 1+ to 3+ just for him to wake up & play mahjong! Rahs.

Oh yeah , before that we were disturbing her hamsters. Damn saddening for them. I kept shaking the hamster cage 'cause I wanted to hamster to come out. I'm violent! Hahaha.

I think the hamster babies are very disgusting! D: Omg :/

Finally that kiven-pig-lim woke up but he was eating his ba zhang. Then me & suhui were looking for food to eat so we went over to his house which is next door to finish up the last 2 bazhang in his house! Hahaha. We left peishi alone in the house =/

Watched suhui played Audition at kiven's house. Then I went back to her house & then something super funny happened :

ROFLMAO. Me & Peishi faked her ! Then peishi logged into her gb acc & I played xD & I WON! I helped suhui play 3 rounds & won all three :DDDD

Then finally , finally started playing mahjong! It rained mahjong okay? Suhui took out the mahjong set & everything flew out -.-

Raining mahjongs. xD

Anyway we played 5rounds :D Me & Suhui both won 2rounds & the last round was won by kiven's brother. Hahaha. KIVEN-PIG-LIM never win at all! YAY :D

After that was like 5.30+ & me & peishi decided to go home. Decided not to meet my mum 'cause I wanna watch CSS2. Oh yeah , anw we almost locked suhui outside her house xD

Took bus & the sky was damn nice!

The sun is soooooo big !

Anw , Peishi seems abit sick now. Take care lots okay! You mustn't fall sick in this 6 days you know! hahah xD

& yeah , I realised I've been counselling quite a number of people this few days =/ Brendon say my new occupation can be counsellor already! LolLolLol. ~~But I don't seem to be able to counsel myself that is~~

I'll do Peishi's quiz later (: I wanna watch CSS2! (that explains why I took so long to post this up) Haha , okay wait for my next post :D

3rdpost.

2007-06-10T19:03:00.000+08:00

Today seemed exceptionally bored & I'm going to do more quiz. My 4th quiz or what? haha.
Supposed to be out with my mum initially. All thanks to her boss to ask her to go back and work on a Sunday.

Are you smiling?
- No ?

2. When was the last time you met
someone new?
- Forgot

3. What is irritating you now?
- Nobody.

4. When did you last eat pizza?
- Last week?

5. Do you drink beer?
- Yeah.

6. Do you have any friends who are
famous?
- How famous is famous?

7. Are you any good at poker?
- Not that bad.

8. What do you want?
- Alot of things.

9. Are you tired?
- Yeah , mentally tired.

10. Last spoken words you heard?
- "What time is your sis coming back?" (my dad asked that in chinese)

11.Do you know anyone named John?
- Yea.

12. Besides your bed, what is your
favorite thing in your room?
- My Computer.

13.Pepsi or Coke?
- Neither.

14. Did you ever throw up?
- Yeah duh.

15.But did you ever throw up while
kissing someone?
- No

16.Who is the last person you hugged?
- Chengyan? Lol.

17.Why are you doing this?
- IM BORED.

18.Are you restless?
- Yea.

19.Is your computer a laptop?
- No.

20. Are you allowed to stay up later
than 10pm on a weeknight?
- Duh , nobody even care.

21.How many myspace views do you have?
- I don't have a myspace fyi.

22.Do you believe dreams come true?
- Depends.

23.Last song you heard?
- GooGooDolls- Iris.

24.Do you like Batman?
- Nope.

25.Who is in the room with you?
- ME.

26.Whose house did you go to last
night?
- Mine.

27.Who was the last person whom you
said i love you to?
- =/

28.what was the last thing you ate
- Kokokrunch , again.

29.What was the last thing you did?
- Ignored my dad.

30.What is the closest item near you
that is blue?
- Clean& Clear Oil Control Film? Lol.

31.What are you wearing on your feet?
- Bare-Footed.

32.What instant messaging service do
you use?
- Windows Live Msgr.

33.What is your favorite website?
- Blogger, Frndstr , Imeem.

34.What is your favorite pair of
shoes?
- Black slippers & white heels?

35.What do you wear more, jeans or
sweatpants?
- Denim shorts.

36.What is the last movie watched?
- Spiderman3.

37.What do you currently hear right
now?
- Would You Be There playing in my mediaplayer.

38.When did you last buy a new pair of
pants?
- 2 weeks ago?

39.When did you last take a shower?
- At 3pm+

40.Where's your favorite place to be?
- Home?

41.Where is your mom?
- Don't ask me this qn. I'm pissed =x

42.Where do you sleep?
- Bed. duh?

43.Where do you shop the most?
- Amk , J8 , town , bugis?

44.Where did you get the shirt you're
wearing?
- OP.

45.Where in the house are you?
- My room

46.Why did you pick your background?
- Cos it's nice?

47.Why did you kiss the last person
you kissed?
- =x

48.Are you happy with where you are?
- not very.

49.Do you believe that there are
certain circumstances where cheating
is ok?
- Nope.

50.Would you ever take someone back if
they cheated on you?
- Don't think so?

Another one:

1.What is ur status
- Single.

2.Hows ur love life
- ...

3.Have u ever dated 2 people
- No? I'm faithful okay =/

4.Crushing on someone
- =/

5.Have u been in bed with the opposite
sex?
- yeah? but nothing illegal done.

6.Have u rejected someone before?
- Yeah.

7.Do u see the eyes or the body in a
guy
- I want to see the heart & read the mind.

8.Been rejected?
- no?

9.Have made ur bf/gf cried?
- yeah =/

10.Have u ever kissed the opposite sex
before?Where?
- lalala.

& yah , the sixth and last of the day!(from sarah's blog)

List 20 people at the top of your head & don't read the qns first.

1.kunyan
2.twinny
3.peishi
4.vivian
5.baozhen
6.suhui
7.sarah
8.eunike
9.hazel
10.shanice
11.weian
12.adrian
13.weileong
14.stranger
15.xiaohui
16.brendon
17.lorena
18.antje
19.izyan
20.joann

How did you meet 13? (weileong)
Anderson.

What would have happened if you have never met 6? (suhui)
I wouldn't have a nice xiaochaodah! Nobody to partner me for stretching during dance!

What do you honestly think of 10? (Shanice)
my darling (: pretty & don't look like a 12yearold :D

Would 8 date 3? (hazel & peishi)
As a friend yes?

Were you ever into 4? (Vivian)
As a friend? haha.

Would you date 5? (baozhen)
Yeah? if she wants? haha.

Would 2 & 11 make a good couple? (Twin & weian)
They don't know each other!

Would you go out with 14? (stranger)
As a stranger/friend! haha.

Describe 7 in 7 words (sarah)
Pretty who does her work like a rocket. (:

Do you think 15 is hot? (Xiaohui)
Hahah. my emo twin is hot! xD

Would 1 & 17 make a good couple? (Kunyan &Lorena)
Nono , both girls! haha.

Tell us something about 14. (Stranger)
Stranger. haha :D

Do you know any of 3's family member? (peishi)
I'm her niang. I know myself! Haha. Yeah , I know her mum? & seen her dad before.

On the scale of 1-10 , how cute is 16? (Brendon)
Lol! Ask ** ! :D

What language does 19 speak? (Izyan)
English & Malay?

Who is 12 going out with? (Adrian)
I don't know? haahaha.

When was the last time you spoke to 13? (Weileong)
Ytd on msn.

Would 18 & 10 make a good couple? (Antje & Shanice)
Both girls & attached! But yeah maybe :D

Would you ever date 2? (Twinny)
YESYESYES :D

How did you meet 20? (Joann)
ANDance (:

Where does 17 live? (Lorena)
Scroll down to ytd's post for answer. Lol.

How long have you known 19? (Izyan)
1.5years. Or maybe we've met each other in the nursery room when we were born! Hahah :D

Is 12 older than you? (Adrian)
Same age.

Have you ever gone out with 7? (Sarah)
Yeah , BOWLING :D

Have you kissed 5? (Baozhen)
Nope. haha

Do you find 18 attractive? (Antje)
Yes! Pretty lady.

What is 6's best feature? (Vivian)
Everything? hahaha.

What do you like about 10? (Shanice)
Everything! I love my darling :D

Is 3 a good friend? (peishi)
Yesyes (:

Out of 8 , 17 , 4 , 16, 2 who will you sleep with?
Idk.Definitely not Brendon! hahaha.

Oh yay. I'm actually blasting my music into my room & my dad just screamed at me. Can't I even have some time on my own? Nvm shldn't be rude. I turned it off already :D

True love never dies as we see in our eyes,
only when we let go that we can truly say goodbye.

somehow some things seemed to be unerasable
& unforgettable. blah. but i guess i'm happy this way too.
your existence makes a difference, it really do.
(:

Second post.

2007-06-10T13:01:00.000+08:00

The Goo Goo Dolls- Iris

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

Anyway , I only got to sleep at like 4am yesterday. Gosh, thankfully my mum woke up & returned me my bed. But I can't even have a good sleep. She woke me up at 12 to eat breakfast. - Screams.

[edit]
adrianchiazhengyang is a super uber nice person.
(rofl. I am forced to type this out xD )
[/edit]

I'm awfully bored today. & I guess this is like the third I'm doing for the day?

1.Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
`If I could? =/

3.Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurt?
`yes.

4.how long does the hurt last?
`Few months? & still hurting now.

5. Are you happier single or in a relationship?
`Idk.

6.Have you ever cheated on someone?
`Have I ?

7.Have you ever told someone you loved them and didn't mean it?
`Nope.

8.Have you ever had your heart broken?
`Yeah.

9.have you ever broken someone's heart?
`Yeah.

10.Talk to any of your exes?
`Yes.

11.If you could go back in time and change things, would you?
`I wish I could.

12.Think any of your exes feel the same?
`Not for me to answer this question for them aye?

13.Do you believe that you are a good girlfriend/boyfriend?
`Ask them , not me.

14.Have you been in an abusive relationship?
`No.

15.Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
`Sometimes.

16.Do you believe in love at first sight?
`Not Sure.

17.Do you want to get married?
`Maybe.

18.has anyone ever told you they wanted to marry you?
`yes.

19.Ever liked someone else's boyfriend or girlfriend?
`No?Yea? Idk.

20.Does heartbreak really feel as bad as it sounds?
`Worse than that.

I'm seriously bored. Gosh. I shall try to sleep again. May update again if there's something to update. Lol.

et rien ne vous remplacera à mon coeur.

The love that you cannot have is the one that
lasts the longest , hurts the deepest & feels the strongest.

935th post!

2007-06-10T02:35:00.001+08:00

I can't sleep ! My Mum stole my bed. Hahaha. So I shall do something. Got this quiz from Friendster bulletin :

[How's Life?]
- Average , not too good & not too bad.

[Who was the last who sent you an
sms?]
- Kunyan.

[Are you good in your studies?]
- not too sure?

[Can you speak English?]
- Yeah , not very good at it .

[Who was the last who said "Love
You"?]
- Can't rmb? Myself?

[Who is the most annoying person
you know?]
- lol.

[Future School/College/University?]
- De LaSalle! / NAFA :D

[What time is it now?]
- 2.37AM

[What song are you listening to
now?]
- Daughtry- Home.

[How many friends do you have on
Friendster?]
- 724 as of today.

[Who are you chatting with?]
- adrian.

[Are you in trouble?]
- nope.

[Have you been Broken Hearted
before?]
- yeah

[Missing Someone?]
- yeah=/

[What day is today?]
- Sunday

[Any birthday's coming up?
Whose ?]
- It's Miss Wang's & Jennifer's birthday today (:

[Bored?]
- Yeah , I'm always bored!

[Last Channel you watched on TV?]
- Seldom watch TV.

[What time did you sleep last night?]
- 4am plus.

[Do kids love you?]
- Not sure , but miko do :D

[Do you make people laugh?]
- yeah?

[Do you give away your secret to
anyone?]
- Yeah , to a couple of ppl (:

[Ever Smoked?]
-NOPE!

[Ever Drinked?]
- yeah=/

[Ever got drunked?]
- think so?

[Are you Caring, Loving and
Tender?]
- not up to me to decide.

[Do you love getting msgs at
frndster?]
- don't entertain them.

[Are you bored of doing this?]
- not rlly , it's helping to kill my boredom.

[What's your fantasy?]
- Dance? Lmao.

[Are u in danger right now?]
- nope.

[Are u angry at someone?]
- nope.

[What do u really want to do now?]
- Get my bed back. Haha.

[What brand of clothes do u like?]
- Anything nice.

[What brand of rubber shoes do you
like?]
- Don't like rubber shoes?

[Do you believe in soulmates]
- think so.

[Who is the stupid-est?]
- Me.

[Cried?]
- Yes.

[Felt sad?]
- Yes

Super duper bored , shall do another one xD

[ Last ] letter of ur FULL name?
- N

[ Last ] thing you ate?
- Kokokrunch (:

[ Last ] thing u drank?
- Ribena.

[ Last ] song you listened to?
- Daughtry- Home.

[ Last ] thing u did? (before
answering this survey)
- Chat on msn?

[ Last ] movie you watched?
- Spiderman3 -.-

[ Last ] TV show you watched?
- Can't rmb.

[ Last ] person who sent you an sms?
- Kunyan

[ Last ] time you cleaned your room?
- Last year.

[Last] CD/Cassette you bought?
- Don't buy them.

[Last ] time you cried?
- Today.

[ Last ] person who you chatted online
with?
- Adrian.

[ Last ] person u added to ur
friendster list?
- Forgot? People add me more than I add them.

[ Last ] website you browsed?
- Friendster.

[ Last ] person you r hated/pissed?
- not sure.

[ Last ] person u were thinking?
- =/

[ Last ] time u felt sick?
- Now? Sorethroat & ulcer.

[ Last ] 2 digits of ur home phone?
- 29

[ Last ] place you went to?
- Bottle Tree Park.

[ Last ] book u read?
- Still reading : Happy Birthday.

[ Last ] person u adored?
- still adoring =/

[ Last ] person u got annoyed with?
- nobody?

[ Last ] person u bought a present for?
- Kunyan?

[ Last ] person u said happy birthday
to?
- Jennifer & Miss Wang through friendster.

[ Last ] person who made you smile?
- =/

[ Last ] person who made you cry?
- =/

Btw ,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MISS WANG & JENNIFER! :D

third post!

2007-06-09T19:27:00.000+08:00

Omg , haven't really blogged so much in a day before already.
Anyway , got this from peishi's blog :D

name 20 people & answer the questions below.

1 kunyan
2 peishi
3 vivian
4 baozhen
5 suhui
6 angeline/twinny
7 eunike
8 hazel
9 sarah
10 chengyan
11 sharon
12 adrian
13 weian
14 weileong
15 stranger
16 xiaohui
17 brendon
18 lorena
19 antje
20 shanice

will 6 & 15 make a good couple? [twinny, stranger]
they don't know each other.

who is 5 to you? [suhui]
XIAOCHAODAH :D

is 12 your childhood friend? [adrian]
nope.

where did you meet 16? [xiaohui]
ANDSS.

what would you do if 20 snatched your lover? [shanice]
She already has her guy :D

would 14 ever betray you? [weileong]
Shaozhu , you won't right? haha

how long have you known 9? [sarah]
1.5years.

who is the stead of 11? [sharon]
Daddy , am I allowed to say? Lol.

will you ever stead with 3? [vivian]
Some tree will kill me if I do so.

where does 18 live? [lorena]
Some landed property? haha Seletar isit? I forgot =x

have you ever quarrelled with 7? [eunike]
have we? lol.

would you ever try steading with 4? [baozhen]
Yes , cos I can go her house more often for audi xD kdnkdn :D

would you ever stay with 1? [kunyan]
Haha , if she wants xD

what's the best thing you like about 19? [antje]
She's sweet! haha.

what's the worst thing you hate about 10? [chengyan]
I LOVE MY MUMMY CAN :D

have you ever hit 2? [peishi]
yeah~ ang chia pai :D

what would you do if 17 betrays you? [brendon]
he won't i think? haha

what does 13 hate the most? [weian]
hmmms , not too sure =/

do you hang out with 8 very often? [hazel]
school days ?

who makes the best couple from 1-20?
There's so many pairs of couples inside. Lol

will you ever suspect 5? [suhui]
about?

who's 19's stead? [antje]
170507. LOL.

do you kinda miss 2 now? [peishi]
Hahaha , she's missing someone else , not me :(

ever stead with 12? [adrian]
...................

who's 6 to you? [twinny]
TWINNY! Someone who I can talk things to just like kunyan , & we love dance alot & we talk through telepathy ! :DDD

is 18 a nice person? [lorena]
yesyesyes :D

have you ever cried because of 15? [stranger]
nope.

what is the worst thing 8 has done to you? [hazel]
lol.

what do you think is best about 11? [sharon]
Daddy! She's a very nice person to talk to & be with! :DD

Scroll down for today's post , there's two. LOL

It's true we don't know what we've got until its gone,
but we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives.

幸福是什么？

2007-06-09T19:10:00.000+08:00

Went out for dinner with my parents just now. Ate at Bottle Tree Park. That place is nice can :D But the weather was so killing me. After eating , my whole shirt was wet! D: I wanna go there again! hahahah :D

Anyway I am reading this chinese book called 生日快乐 now. It's very very touching! Still at the start of the book , but one of the sub chapters was called 幸福是什么？ That chapter really made me damn sad & I nearly cried okay ):

Sometimes all we had wished for was this little yet it was never known to others. Love could be this fragile.

I am so determined to read the whole book! :D Anyway , mahjong mahjong on monday!

- xinlin [: -http://insouciances.blogspot.com says:
KIVEN.
- xinlin [: -http://insouciances.blogspot.com says:
MON MAHJONG WANT?
KIVEN SMILES PRETTY (: says:
yes.
KIVEN SMILES PRETTY (: says:
MONDAY DATE?
- xinlin [: -http://insouciances.blogspot.com says:
11
KIVEN SMILES PRETTY (: says:
can can
KIVEN SMILES PRETTY (: says:
(:
- xinlin [: -http://insouciances.blogspot.com says:
((:
- xinlin [: -http://insouciances.blogspot.com says:
I AM GOING TO WIN YOU.
KIVEN SMILES PRETTY (: says:
I AM.
KIVEN SMILES PRETTY (: says:
Lols

Kiven Lim! I am so going to win you mahjong on monday!

je t'aime plus que n'importe quoi dans le monde

2007-06-09T12:48:00.000+08:00

Photos for Thursday:

Think I look so weird / retarded in some photos above. I so need my fringe to grow back! Miss my bangs. :(

Anyway , I couldn't get to sleep last night. I had my phone's radio plugged to my ears with me till like 4am+ & I'm still wide awake. Gosh , & I did smth really stupid , really stupid. Haha , don't worry , I didn't cut myself -.-

It was quite unbelievable of what I did also. My everything just kept playing in my mind though some other songs were playing on the radio. So unknowingly I wrote out the lyrics of that whole song. How stupid was that. laughs.

Yeah & I did something stupid-er after that. Well at least I caught 8hours of sleep (so unlike me) . Read The Pearl halfway & I think it's quite boring. & I think I can get started with my book review. -beams :D

Oh yeah , people don't worry about me yeah . I ~~swear~~think I'm okay even after doing such stupid things. OMG. hahaha. yeah , so no , not going emo or anything. :D

Happiness is not a destination , but a journey.

2007-06-08T21:05:00.000+08:00

The Veronicas - Speechless
[EDIT]
Got this from peishi's blog again! haha :D

Name people you know from A to Z.

A - Adrian
B - Baozhen
C - Charissa
D - Denicia
E - Eunike
F - Fionna
G - Geraldine
H - Hazel
I - Izyan
J - Joann
K - Kunyan
L - Lanqi
M - Michelle
N - Naomi
O - Olivia T.
P - Peishi
Q - - ( cnt rmb. haha)
R - Ruiting
S - Suhui
T - Tasmin
U - Uraiwan
V - Vivian
W - Weian
X - Xiaohui ( I wanted to put my own name -.-)
Y - Yanjun
Z - Zihui

1. What does A sms you about? (Adrian)
usually talk on msn.

2. How many siblings does B have? (Baozhen)
1 sister - mingxuan. Can miko be counted? so cute lah :D

3. What is C's nickname? (Charissa)
Char , & a few others.

4. How did you get to know D? (Denicia)
In APS , through Shanice darling (:

5. How despo is E? (Eunike)
Not despo at all (:

6. How much is F older/younger then you? (Fionna)
1 year older (: my laoshi is so young :D

7. Name of G's best friend? (Geraldine)
idk =/

8. Does H knows I? (Hazel, Izyan)
Yeah . Izyan's hazel's "aunty"

9. What happens if J becomes your enemy? (Joann)
Don't think will ? (:

10. Under what conditions will K & L get married? (Kunyan, Lanqi)
When they become KXL -.- okay crap! hahaha.

11. How many people do you know with M's initial? (Michelle)
4? or 5 , can't rmb clearly.

12. Do you enjoy talking on the phone wif N? (Naomi)
seldom talk?

13. Do you think O knows P? (Olivia, Peishi)
Yeah , schoolmates?

14. How geeky is Q? (-)
-

15. Is R very popular? (Ruiting)
yesyes. meimei's so popular :D

16. What happens if S likes you? (Suhui)
Xiaochaodah & Dachaoda in love w each other:D

17. Is T a very random person? (Tasmin)
nope , don't think so.

18. How are U and V related? (Uraiwan, Vivian)
Schoolmates.

19. Do you take W as anything else other than a friend? (Weian)
yeah, a SOTONG, COUNSELLOR :D. haha

20. When is the last time you met up with X? (Xiaohui)
I forgot , since holidays haven't seen i think =x

21. Are Y & Z enemies? (Yanjun, Zihui)
nope.

22. Of everyone from A - Z, who do you love the most?
LMAO.

23. Will you betray any of them?
NOPE (:

24. Have you confessed to anyone from A - Z?
LAUGHS. confessed to ... 6 i think xD

25. Pass it to the peeps from A- Z who have blogs
If they read this & feel like doing.

[/EDIT]
So here I am again , haha.

Just got home from dance. Am so tired - gonna collapse anytime right now. My headache is coming back , hope my fever is NOT.

Met lorena at macs. She was late , haha. She came with so many writings on her legs . Ate & then huimin came. Yeah , she clipped her hair up cos she just had netball in her school .

& she said this to me in chinese : Today morning i saw your that short hair friend with the green colour sling bag at the busstop there (she meant kunyan)
Lol & then my phone vibrated at the same time & the msg was from kunyan!
So coincidence can! hahaha.

Was late for dance , went to change my pants. Was tiring today. Danced so many times , & gladys , jiayous! :D Performance coming already , so went to walk the stage formation . The stage is so small can D:

Was like "drenched" after dancing. Dad drove me home & I'm here. Ah , screams. Gonna read The Pearl now and do book review , & I need to make another trip to the library again. -gasps.

I'm fighting against myself to live , but I hope it all ain't coming back.

I gave up on knowing your name , or where you're from.
I'm happy enough to know you're in my heart.

& tears are words the heart can't speak.

2007-06-08T16:28:00.000+08:00

Got this quiz from peishi's blog. Am bored so I shall do before I go for dance (:

1.What do you think of the most when you are alone?
Things that weren't meant to be thought.

2. When it is a rainy night, what do you do most of the time?
Use the computer.

3. When was the last time you were given roses?
V'day.

4. What do you do when you see a full moon?
Look at how bright it is.

5. Would you rather swim in the lake or dive in the ocean?
Neither , I don't want to drown to death. lol.

6. What would be the best partner of a good cup of coffee?
Anyone who loves coffee ?

7. If you'll ask yourself a question now, what would it be?
Am I okay after all?

8. If certain things in your life will fall apart, what will you do?
It already fell apart .

9. Do you talk to yourself?
Sometimes , to talk sense into myself. lol.

10. Is there anything that you are craving for right now?
Plenty.

11.Ever cried for something stupid?
Yeah , everyone thought it was stupid of me to cry over something like that.

12. Do you like anime?
nah.

13. How about Japanese music?
average.

14. What music are you into, anyway?
songs with deep meanings in them.

15. Do you have a malicious mind?
nope.

16. First thing you do after watching a movie.
Find the exit.

17. Do you wash the dishes in your house?
nope , very seldom.

18. Can you last two days without a bath?
definitely not.

19. Most common words in your classroom.
?

20. The last lie you told your parents?
probably smth to do with it.

21. Still go to the mall with your parents?
yeah.love it , i don't have to pay for anything.

22. Are you brand conscious?
nah.

23. Ever fell in love?
yeah.

24. Who do you miss right now?
loads of people?

25. Watched any good movies lately?
think so, not rlly into movies.

26. Is it in you to kill someone?
nope.

27. Daydream a lot?
quite.

28. Happy with your life?
not very. haha.

29. You'd rather lose your mobile or your mp3 player?
neither.

Alright , will update later in the day , I guess , if I feel like.

Being happy doesn't mean that everything's perfect.
It means that you have decided to look beyond the imperfections.

Bad Day.

2007-06-07T18:04:00.000+08:00

Hello people! I didn't have a bad day today though , but just this song keep playing in my head . & I keep thinking of the Chinese translation we saw at suhui's house that day. LOL.

I'm having a super big & ugly ulcer at the side of my mouth. I can't even chew or close my mouth properly okay. & I'm starting to have a sore throat. Argh :(

Went bowling with Peishi , davis , dave & parthiban today. ~~Was so extra loh xDD~~ Anw , didn't bowl at all , didn't felt like bowling suddenly. Was watching the RI guys bowl , and it's super cool cans! Almost every bowl is a strike !

& me & peishi don't like one RI guy! He took the photohunt machine! Boooo. But anyway , we still gotta play photohunt in the end :D Then watched the guys played pool . I want to learn how to play ! Omg, I want to learnnnnn :(

& Dave's pro at pooling can! roars.

Walked to Northpoint next. Hahaha. Went to walk ard and then went to Dave's house. Watched them play drum. & I wonder why their neighbours never complain! Soooo loud can :/ Peishi was folding stars & I was listening to radio+drum+stoning. LOL.

Drum is way cool , but way too noisy. laughs.

Left with peishi first & went to Yishun Park to play swing! Swing-ed for awhile only. So many kids wanna play the swing. & I cannot swing high ! :(

After that walked home & am here. I'm sooooo tired . hahah. So I'm gonna get some sleep now. bye! :D

i love you today more than ytd yet less than tmr.
zzz.

Dancers' Day.

2007-06-06T19:06:00.000+08:00

Yesterday's sky.

Went out with Peishi , Twinny , Blodwen & Yanjun today :D

Twinny pierced her earbone! [ or whatever it's called , the top part of the ear ] Hmpfh , good lor , never wait for me to pierce! ): kdn (: Saw Xiaoling&Tingli in the train. We alighted at AMK & went to Hub first.

Peishi went to collect her necklace & we went to lunch at NYNY. None of them fell into our trick ! We wanted to make them full like crazyyyy. hahah.

From Peishi's phone. Twinny , where are you?! laughs. I wasn't ready yet , look at the retarded forced smile =/

Twinny& I! :D

Twinny's fish&chips.

Yanjun&Blodwen's half chicken.

Peishi & mine's . Forgot what isit called. laughs.

Then we , being very dua pai , asked the person to serve us candy floss instead of getting it ourselves.Hahaha nah , actually we went there once & the person said will send to our table but we received nth -.-

Blodwen took this.

Blodwen & Yanjun's hand .

Yanjun "dislocated" her candy floss!

Walked around after that. Saw sotong , jiaxin , tania , clint & adam at Converse. Went to look at clothes & etc. Bought a necklace together with peishi . Saw Charmaine too. & Valerie!

Went to town after that. Some dumb things happen. The train was reaching & I was standing at the place where the platform had a "drain". Then my heels got stuck there! Like wth. But I managed to get it out ! Like duh.

@ Somerset :D ilovethem ! :D

Oh , & Yanjun took me & peishi's backviews when we were walking :

Hahaha , I know the last photo looks censored but there's nothing ! If not I wouldn't have posted it up :D

Went cine & took neos. Spent a long long time. I haven't taken neos for like months! & the machine only accepts Jap Yens so we went to change for the Yens! So cute please :

Walked around after that . Blodwen & Yanjun left first because Yanjun has to reach home by 4pm.

I saw many many nice tops/dresses ! Arghs , but I'm saving money & outta cash! D:

Went to Heeren & Twinny bought a Puma shirt @ Check. Saw Mingshuang! Omgosh , didn't expect to like see her . She was working at one of the shops there & she called my name , I got a shock. But she's so pretty, like always! Haha :D

Walked to FEP , bought icecream on the way. We were deciding which icecream man to buy from. Laughs. Walked around & am tempted to buy many many stuffs ! Got so tired from all the walking & rested at LJS. Walked around again & decided to go home.

Was listening to the dance music in twinny's phone which she recorded & watching our syf dance video which she recorded also. Haha & took photos :

I look damn spastic can! ROFLMAO.

Taken by twinny.

Came home after that. Am so hungry now , I need food! & I'm thinking if I should go Sentosa with shanice darling & others anot . 'Cause I'll be going 2 times if so. Lols. I wanna do my homework! But am no longer in the mood to.

Going bowling tomorrow! :D

-

2007-06-06T00:41:00.000+08:00

Got this from Shanice darling's Blog :

First , name 20 people.

1.Leeeee Kunyan
2.Ng Peishi
3.Ng Suhui
4.Vivian Ng
5.Chia Baozhen
6.Eunike Dwi Widjaja
8.Ng Yoke Kee!
9.Shanice Ang.
10. Hazel Ang.
11. Weian
12. Weileong
13. Adrian
14. Stranger.
15. Ivan Toh
16. Sean Tan
17. Hungyih.
18. Brendon Ang.
19. JiaChin
20. Syafiq.

1] Who do you love most?
Erm ..

2] What if 5 turns out to be a barbarian? [Bz]
I rmb her saying me viv & ky barbarians for using hand to eat at sakae! hahaha so it's okay xD

3]9 kisses 2 what will you do? [Shanice & Peishi]
Hahaha. gasps?

4] 20 asked 3 out, what would you react? [syafiq , suhui]
Erms , Sean will kill him=.-

5] 1 hates you more than you love him/her , what will you do? [kunyan]
Ahhhh , feel screwed up because she's the one I trust most? Hopefully it won't happen!

6] 10, 14 & 19 smokes . How would you react? [Hazel , Stranger , Jiachin]
They all don't smoke!

7] You saw 4&6 holding hands , what would you do?[Vivian&Eunike]
Nothing? ahahah.

8]12 & 17 talk the whole day on the phone , how would you react? [Shaozhu & Hung]
They don't know each other , but probably they'll crap throughout.

9]11&16 fought because they love 18, who will you help? [weian , sean > brendon]
Eh , nobody. Bcos it will never happen. First , Weian & Sean alr got xin shang ren , 2nd , Brend is attached .

10]Does 15 takes drugs? [Ivan]
NOOO!

11] Describe 7 [Angeline]
Dearest twinny! lovelovelove. haha.

12]8&13 went out on a date , would you tag along? [YokeKee & Adrian]
Bestf is attached & they don't know each other.LOL.So won't happen.

13] Who is closest to you?
Kunyan & Twinny!

14]What would you do is 4 tries to break the r/s btwn you and your bf? [vivian]
Won't happen. She's attached & I don't have a bf? laughs.

15] If 5 asks 9 for a date , how would you react? [Baozhen , Shanice]
Do they know each other?

16] What would you do if 10 confesses to you? [Hazel]
Eh?

17] Who is 13 to you? [Adrian]
... =/

18] Is 12, 19 & 20 attached? [shaozhu , jiachin , syafiq]
Not quite sure , think syafiq is ? [x

19] Does 1,3,7 skip school? [kunyan , suhui, twinny]
Guess only have thoughts of skipping? haha.

20] What is 6's favourite number? [eunike]
FOURTEEN! xD

Yay so random. It's 1:18am now & I better get going. Bye!
Will update again later in the day! :D

A Dance For Three.

2007-06-05T14:05:00.000+08:00

Been sleeping super early (2am) recently & the thing is I get up super early too. Used to be so nocturnal but am turning into an early bird. Rofl.

So anyway , today was quite unusual . I could have become nocturnal but Mdm Hee's call woke me up. & I actually asked who was she over the phone. Ah dumb dumb. Haha. But waking up early is good too. [?] I continued reading my storybook. A Dance For Three. Superb man. Though I haven't finish reading it. I read when I wake up & I read it before I sleep. No , I read it until I fall asleep. Yeah.

No plans for going out today, no. Gonna read finish A Dance For Three , finish 三十声's reflection & start reading the next book so I can do my book review. Or maybe do my Geog Assignment first.

Been doing quite alot of thinking lately. Reading Charissa's blog makes one thinks. It's a good thing alright! Haha. I realised I've not been a good daughter- I get pissed off easily , I dumped all the laundry to my mum to do , I'm fussy about food & I spend alot of their hard earned money. & sometimes I yell at them because I'm in a bad mood. The only thing I kind of make them not worry about me is me being independant & I don't need alot of help in my studies.

I want to be a better daughter lah. I will control my temper & not yell at them unless they yell at me first & I can't take it. I'll spend money lesser , I'm guilty about spending so much & they actually are having a hard time earning them. I won't be choosy about eating this & that ( besides eating vegetables , I'm a carnivore) & I'll TRY my best to get myself to do my laundry.

& I can't believed I ate half a packet of chips at MIDNIGHT yesterday . Fats , they're all getting into me. Gonna cut down down down on it. Cutting down on chips , sweets , chocolates. They give me FATS & I could save money without buying them . hahaha. Okay nonsense.

Ah I so feel like screaming everything out. No , actually I typed alot of other stuffs thats been troubling me in my drafts already. Suddenly feel like baking cookies & muffins. Since yesterday I've been wanting to bake. I'm going crazy.

& I found a nice time to bake alr! & who to bake it for! Gonna tell twinny about it & she sure gonna agree ! :D But hopefully I won't burn her kitchen down. -Screams. hahaha.

shopping makes one go mad.

2007-06-04T18:18:00.000+08:00

Daughtry- Home

I'm staring out into the night,
Trying to hide the pain.
I'm going to the place where love
And feeling good don't ever cost a thing.
And the pain you feel's a different kind of pain.

Went shopping with peishi today. Saw wanni at the busstop (: Went J8 & had lunch at Subway , like again. haha. Shopped around and fell in love with so many clothes , but sadly , we have limited cash. Ahh. Sucks to be outta cash.

She bought 2 tees & then we went AMK. Shopped around again & she bought a necklace then I went to get clips. Decided to go out of Hub & walked around the central there. Went to ThisFashion and stayed inside for like years. hahaha. Bought a tube dress. Yay! It's nice (: Were tired so we went into different furniture shops to sit at their sofa. Hahaha.

Went to walk around at Courts & then went home. I don't get why all the buses/shopping centres like their place so freaking cold. It's making their passengers/shoppers cold & it increases their electricity bill & makes the air around warmer. D:

Came home , am so gonna do my chinese summary by today. & then read my storybooks. Haha. So into it please. I'm crazy , I'm so into studying now , when it's holidays. Good thing I guess? (: So wanna tidy my room. Need to be tidied anyway. Especially my wardrobe! Where did all my clothes fly to x/

trying to bring my self esteem down in anyway won't help. Because I love myself much enough that you won't even get a chance to see me unhappy . Whats the point of making you happy because you're dying to see me unhappy? I love my life the way it is now. No point trying , because it won't work . hah. O' anyway , not referring to someone lah. Some other people [:

-
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old,
So I'm going home.
Well , I'm going home.

[EDIT]
Found another work to do :
GEOG ASSNGMT!
Ahhhhhhhh. That adds on to my load D:
[/EDIT]

temporary.

2007-06-04T01:02:00.000+08:00

This skin is not completed!
hahaha. it looks quite incomplete anyway
=/

& I forgot to say that I so want to go for a facial at my cousin's place
so I can have a pimple free face! Argh ):

so , 3 months back , all the misery started.
but 3 months later , which is today ,
i'm standing fine and strong ( i guess so )
those days & these months seemed so freaking messed up.
Everything seemed just so yesterday ,
yet those happiness seemed so distant away.
Becos we always do rmb all the hard things we go through in life ,
don't we?
Only then will we try to make our life a happier and better one.
3months have passed , and finally ,
I'm ahead of the shadows of the past.

Dance is the poem , whereby each movement is a word (:

2007-06-03T22:33:00.000+08:00

So like , I'm so sorry people for the very late update D:
I was having too much fun exploring & editing my photos! hahah :D

Ohmytian , I hve like a gazillion to blog about today! First , I woke up , not feeling very happy for god-knows-why man. Thought I was going to screw my own day up. Hahah. But after a while , I decided to brush everything aside and let the day be a happy day! (:

Kinda pissed off with my family actually . Argh. It's like my clothes will naturally disappear after a month or so (the washing machine eats it ) . You can't find it anywhere in the house except at the corner where all the laundry are undone. Pst , nobody bothers to do laundry , so do I.

Next, my kitchen lights are spoilt for like 1234567890years and when you try to even on them , the whole house gets a blackout. Horrible shit I tell you. & then the other bulb has fused so now it's complete darkness in the kitchen. Sounds /looks/feels like you're having a camp somewhere where only darkness exist when you try searching for food in the fridge.

No , not even talking about the fridge. My house don't even store any food for god's sake. All you find is just some lollipops (belongs to me , but not in the mood to eat them) , yakult&icecream(belongs to my sis , which i dare not touch becos i found out it was frm her boyf.) , and some pathetic vegetables. Hahaha. just imagine one day a war breaks out and all the shops are closed , my family will be the first to die of starvation okay.

To brighten up my day , went to Woodlands library in search of storybooks. I haven't touch them for like eons. Managed to borrow 3english & 1 chinese book. I plan to finish them before it goes overdue. hahaha.

Went to suhui's house to do homework after that. We were stuck outside her house for 10min because she was at Kiven's house playing audition. lmao! Went to her balcony & took photos :D

Hamsters.

The windmill is damn love please! :D

Okay, then met my family for dinner. Me & Peishi freaking got followed by 2 , erm , sorry for the racism (no offence alright) INDIAN GUYS! Rah , at first they kept doing that "whistle" thing and then they were like tagging behind us all the time. Hate it hate it hate it. =/

Next , I kinda had a tiff with my mum because she insists im so slow in meeting them and said im bound to be the latest. END UP YOU KNOW WHAT? I AM THE EARLIEST! humpfh. & my mum was so commentless because I proved her wrong. Wahahaha :D

Things I want/need to do (kinda similar to previous one):
- Finish my book review & chi summary by Wed.
- Go shopping & buy dresses.
- Meet up with bestfriend & shanice darling.
- Change blogskin asap.
- Save money , stop being such a spendthrift. (contradicts the 2nd one. haha)
- Read more books! (but not to the nerd extend)
- Go Sentosa - 1406! :D

Actually , I'm quite contented with my life right now.
I'm seeing those people whom I don't mind seeing , & I'm not seeing those I don't really wish to see. Hahaha.
But of course that excludes dance seniors & people like kunyan laaaah! :D

To watch a dancer dance is
to watch a dancer's heart speaks.
:D

wished i could be every little thing you wanted.

2007-06-02T18:13:00.000+08:00

Got tagged by Peishi.

1. Start Time : 6.14pm
2. Name : xinlin [:
3. Nickname : ahlin , xl , lin , lina , monster etcetc.
4. Astrology sign : Aquarius
5. Gender : female
6. Hair color : all black I guess.
7. Eye color : dark brown
8. Height : 1.67m (:
9. Favorite color : Pink , Black , White & Dark Gray.
1o. Glasses : Yeah & contact lenses too.
11. Tattoos : Nah.
12. Birthplace : Mount Alvernia Hosp.
13. Area code : best kept confidential -.-
14. TRUE friends : quite a number.

HAVE YOU EVER
15. Cut your own hair? Yeah , when I was very young. Out of mischief.
16. Done something in the past regret? YES, no doubt.
17. Have you ever met someone you were not supposed to? Not too sure.
18. Skipped school? Yeah , mostly the primary school days.
19. Bungee jumped? nah
2o. Punched someone? I'm not that violent.
21. Cheated on someone? nope
22. Been arrested? never commited something illegal before.
23. Broken into someones house? nah.
24. Been to a funeral? yeah
25. Used a lighter? NOPE, afraid of it -.-

FAVOURITE
26. Season : Autumn ? Sadly , Singapore only has rain&shine.
27. Ice cream flavor : TIRAMISU!
28. School subject(s) : Geography, History & Math (:
29. Candy : Marshmallows , jellybeans & nougats.
3o. Breakfast :I don't take breakfast.
31. Juice : Mango ?
32. Book(s) : Seldom read books.
33. Movie(s) : Step Up! & others.
34. Song(s) : loads of them (:
35. Letter(s) : X & L ? idk .
36. Favorite fast food restaurant : LJS , Subway.
37. Disney Princess : They're just fairytales.
38. TV station : Seldom watch TV.
39. Name for a son : Haven't thought that far.
4o. Name for a daughter : Same as above.

DO YOU PREFER
41. Chocolate or Vanilla? Chocolate!
42. Alcoholic or not? Both[: But I haven't had anything alcoholic since then.
43. Scary movies or comedies? Dance movies!
44. Short or long hair? Long , like duh :D
45. Croutons or bacon bits? BACON BITS.

FIRST THINGS THAT COME TO MIND
46. Mexicans in general : ?
47. School : Anderson , Dance.
48. Grass : grass?
49. Cow : people mispronouncing my surname -.-
5o. Canada : Canadian pizza!
51. Mouse : SeanTan.
52. Hands : nil

THE PAST 3 DAYS, HAVE YOU
53. Watched a movie? nah
54. Talked on the phone? yeah
55. Cried? I guessed so =/ Or maybe that's a week ago.
56. Choked? nah
57. Drank a glass of water? yeah.
58. Done Drugs? nah , I do legal stuffs.
59. Read a book or magazine? Nope , not even the papers.
6o. Watched TV? Forgot , don't think so.
61. Looked in the mirror? The mirror is my bestfriend , so like duh.
62. Taken a shower? Who haven't?
63. Taken a picture? DUH
64. Listened to music? DUH
65. Kissed someone? nah
66. Told someone you liked them? I guess not. Maybe to myself?
67. End time : 6.26pm

Next SEVEN lucky people:
Anyone .

Oh so like ,
I'm only left with :
English summary & book review , HALF of chinese worksheet & sanshisheng
before I go on my holiday spreeeeee. (:
I feel accomplished right now .

No one can ever promise you they will never hurt you,
because at one time or another it will happen.
The real promise is if the time you spent together
will be worth the pain in the end.

[EDIT]
DAMN. I.WANT/NEED.A.NEW.BLOGSKIN!
I.NEED.MY.INSPIRATION.BACK.BABAYE.
[/EDIT]

turn up the volume , blast that music into my ears.

2007-06-01T21:47:00.000+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE! I am so tired now but yet very high! Hahah that was contradictory I guess.

Anyway , I'm in the singing mood today & I cannot stop singing! Must be due to too much of zang zu wu. That music is so addictive lah. I danced even when I'm bathing. :D

Met Peishi and went to school for Math lesson. Damn tired mans. Almost fell asleep. Boos. But mdm hee let the 3 dancers off earlier [: Changed and went for dance. Took our own sweet time to do warm ups. & I'm falling in love with the dance ! It's so catchy and nice! :D

Had break opposite & I became potato-ian today [x hahaha. Suhui ahhhhh , please stop eating prawns please. It's so tempting )):

Went back and danced the other dance. Kinda okay , but still in the mood to dance the other one. Btw , we're choreographing 2 dances fyi :D After dance ended , Lorena made me fly on aeroplane! hahahaha .

I was supposed to meet her at 4 . Then I called her , her mum said she was sleeping. ROFLOL. & she refuses to wake up! lmao. Then went hub with twinny & saw clint. Ate at subway and saw fabian outside subway. Chatted with twinny for like damn long , like 1 hour plusplus. Oh before that , I kept singing lah! & thankfully glasses didnt break hur? :D

Bused to dance and lorena made me fly on aeroplane again! I was supposed to meet her at 6 at macs but ended up she reached studio at like 6.30. Btw I saw lim shuen! haha :D Talked about very sick stuffs with laoshi at dance xD

Then danced dao guo chun se 5times or so and dismissed :D Came home on my own. Sadded. hahaha. I wanna chiong all my work now! byebye :D

ran out of money & changi airport :D

2007-05-31T20:16:00.000+08:00

Helloooo all today! (:

Met peishi at 11.30 & my dad drove us to the mrt station :D Went to hub & brunched at subway. Walked around after that. We spent finished all our money in merely 1 hour time [x

Peishi bought 2 pairs of shorts , I bought 1 necklace , 2 pairs of heels & pierced my 3rd earhole on the right ear! :D

We were feeling very pathetic alright. Being broke is such a bad thing. I fell in love with many clothes lah! Mainly tube dresses. So , out of boredom , we did something crazy.

We took bus 24 to Changi Airport!

Hahaha. Crazy I know. The journey was like 1hour plus. Reached there , went to the Viewing Mall. Alot of people were there. Wanted to see planes take off but didn't see any? Instead we saw many many lightnings! Woah , it's superbly cool okay! But couldn't capture any pic of the lightning ):

Then decided to visit the toilet there. hahah There were two female toilets next to each other. One's bigger than another? [x

Then we went to those gift shops and look at chocolates! The toblerones there is so giant size pleaseeee. hahaha. Then we were bored so we bused back to Hub -.-

In conclusion : We took a 1 hour ride there to visit the toilet and look at lightnings strikes and took another 1 hour ride back.

Went to Hub & met my family at NYNY. & ate there. NYNY is super fulling ! omgzxszx full die me.

Then me and peishi decided to walk around and we freaking got fooled by my mum -.- But I saw many many nice clothes ! I need money! Oh , and saw kunyan , sotong & clint!

Finally went home . Was dying to go home. My dad sent peishi home and I'm here. Was shocked to see laosai online. LOL. There's math lesson & dance tmr! & dance at night! Means another day out yet AGAIN.

Oh anyway , I feel very accomplished because I'm half done with my holiday homework already! :D & emo twin , maybe you're right . Jumping out of it without getting over it is pointless (: But well , I guess I'm alright and fine like finally , and I'm gonna make the rest of my life a happy oneeeee. (:

two days post.

2007-05-30T18:28:00.000+08:00

Oh so like I deleted yesterday's post because I just felt like deleting it. Though many may have read it already. It's okay. It don't make a difference. Does it?

Kelly Clarkson- Never Again

As promised , I'll blog about yesterday & today.
YESTERDAY :

Met Kunyan , Baozhen & Vivian at 11plus. As usual I am the earliest (: Vivian is dumb! :D She went to the wrong side of the train (x

Went to Gelare & had waffles w ice cream. Then went to walk around Marina Square. & guess who were we greeted with?

POWERPUFF GIRLS! :D

They're damn cute okay! & we looked more excited than the little kids there. We're having serious deprived childhood :D

Went to Millenia Walk > Candy Empire! :D For the first time I didn't buy anything from there ? haha. YEAH FIRST TIME DIDNT BUY OKAY. They all bought something , I just wasn't in the appetite for sweets & chocolates [:

Shopped around , our initial plan was to buy shorts / jeans / pants or w/e . haha. But still didnt manage to buy at all. Window shopped only. Went to eat Sakae Buffet! :]

The strawberry smiles there is superrr loveeee ! :D & the last pic you see in the collage , it's actually the 摩天轮！Ohmygoodness , very cool right! :D I wanna sit when it's ready! :D

Ate & ate & ate until we could hardly move. hahaha. Then went to Sembawang. So many stupid things happen in the train mans. Laughed like crazy[: Then they went to play arcade while I just stoned there & watched them play. :D

Vivian bought dinner for her sis and went home. Me & Kunyan went to Baozhen house to play audi! :DDDD Yay whipee I guess I'm addicted to audition already. But suhui & ahbian are like super pros and they played with us and we can never win them! ))))):

& si kunyan! She always last few seconds catch up & win the round!! ): Oh and Miko still loves me man! She saw me and followed meeeeee :D & it loved kunyan ! & she's sosososo happy lah! hahaha. I'm still afraid of her ): Even her mother laughed at me mans. hahaha.

Oh & Baozhen practically rolled on the floor and laugh out loud! Because baozhen mum went to use cane and hit kunyan's butt xDDD hahahahah!

Went home at like 9.30 & reached home at 10.10pm. Got my mum to fetch me up because I'm scared :/

Pictures of Miko! :

Kunyan looks like her mother lah! :D

& remaining pics for the day :

TODAY:

Met Peishi early early in the morning & met suhui to go for math remedial. Joined 2/1. Quite bored throughout. Am distracted by my own thoughts. LOL.

After remedial , changed into leotard and went for dance. Did warm up on our own because we were late. Laoshi started to choreo the dance. The dance so nice mans! (: But the sec ones attendance ain't good , as expected ? :/

Had 2 hours of break. Twinny & I were quite bothered by something lah. Boooos. Met meiyi ahma and passed her her belated by two weeks present! & talked to her for awhile. think about it okay :D

Went back for dance. Laoshi wasn't very good mood luh ): Choreo-ed another dance. Steps are quite simple. & I AM THE TALLEST IN THE DANCE! YAY ! :D But being too tall sometimes ain't a good thing too? hmmm.

Only twinny knows what I am trying to say (: & as usual , we were talking with our telepathy (: We totally have the same mindsets for everything. Then talked tgt with liting , ruiting mei , valerie & victoria. It's nice talking to them laaaaah. & valerie! happy guessing ! hahah. Ruiting mei , I'll tell you the other half another time. Today bu fang bian :D

After dance , helped mdm hee to carry stuffs to her car & she asked us to decide a date for the class pizza treat. For being sports champ & doing good for SA1 ! 2/2 can handle both academics and sports well :D

Went home after that & deleted the previous post. lols. To twinny : I believe our telepathy is thinking the same. Thanks for being there okay :D & I'll work hard man. and and and you know i know we know is enough :D

Photos for today :

& I look super retarded in the toilet pictures esp the last one! :/

& I know it's a super long post but I have alot of things to blog!
I wanna do so many things right now :

- finish all homework by this week , latest by next wed
- pierce third earhole on right ear ( tmr! )
- get belly piercing! I want I want!
- loads of shopping.
- Dance dance dance!
- Dye my hair! ):
- & I still want my nails to grow. It freaking grew and I peeled them off again -.-
- Go Sentosa! :D
- to lead a happier life :D

Whooooo. so with that , BYE! :D

属于你的东西不管多么困难始终都是你的。
不属于你得我们也只好懂得怎么放开。
ah i think it's something like that? Whatever.
suddenly I feel that my chinese has all gone. lol.

a smiling face does not always mean a smiling heart

2007-05-28T21:04:00.000+08:00

Hoohah people :D You may want to set your encoding to Unicode to view chinese (:

今天早上的心情其实不怎么好，有点闷闷的。但是，我还是很开心! 可是，宝缜家里的那只小狗很恐怖！

Hahahah. so that was very random alright :D

Had math remedial today. Met Peishi & suhui and went to school together. Met kunyan & something very embarrassing happened. Only she knows about it [x Sat down and filed our math file & went to 2/1 for lesson.

The whole lesson was quite okay. After lesson , went Hub to brunch [: The place was crowded so we had to seperate our seats . Booo. But we met very very nice people!

We ( me , kunyan , vivian , baozhen) were looking for a seat . & then this two elderly came and told us to put our bags first because they were leaving after they eat their food. So they ate hurrily because we seemed to be in need of the place. Told them to take their time because after all the seats were theirs . Put down our stuffs & went to buy food. I came back first and the uncles were still there. One of the uncle asked " do you want to buy drink first? I can help you to take care. It's okay" in chinese. OMG lah! They're so super duper nice can. They stayed there just to take care of our things to prevent theft or smth :D

Nice people do exists after all:D Ate & went window shopping. Bought yogurt from yogurtplace [: Went basement & peishi & suhui went home. Walked around , looking at phones. Then I decided to buy FBT so went into fairprice xTra. (:

Had a hard time choosing lah. Didnt know what colour. THANKS KUNYAN FOR FINDING THE ONE AND ONLY LAST PIECE OF RED FBT CURVE FOR ME! yay! She dug the thing and finally found it :D Whipeeeee :D

Decided to go Baozhen house. They wanted to play with Miko. But I'm afraid of dogs ): Went there , & my pinnafore got stuck. Everyone had a nice time laughing at me D: ROFL.

Then Baozhen let Miko out . & the three of them were wanting to play with Miko while me sitting at the other side of the room , which according to kunyan is 57638m away looking at them. & guess what? Miko ran all the way to me & almost jumped onto where I was sitting!!!!!

OMG OMG OMG SCARE DIE ME OKAY! I rolled to the other side of the sofa screaming )))): Miko , yes I know you love me but I'm afraid of dogs but I dont deny you are cute xD They all laughed like mad people okay! Miko is scary!! D:

& Miko attempted to run to me twice which resulted in me adding to the noise pollution. ROFLOL xDD

But she's very obedient to mingxuan & that's a good thing! :D Becos miko kept running to the sofa and I am scared (like duh) and mingxuan will use food to lure miko away . YAY ! :D

Took Miko out for a walk when mingxuan was going out. Somethings happened on the way uh xDD Then Vivian took miko & trained her to run. LOL. They climbed the stairs from 1st-9th floor. While I took the lift xD

Went back & used comp. We forced kunyan to blog! hahaha :D & then looked at pictures and random blogs (: Then I started playing audition with kunyan! & I only won kunyan 1 round out of many many many!! ):

& her mum bought ice cream for us! Thanks aunty! :D Played audi till like 7.40 & left for home. Trained home & I'm going to do holiday homework now! (:

I am going to morning call kunyannnnn tomorrow. hahah :D

this love for you is deep , yet meaningless.

Math file .

2007-05-27T18:16:00.000+08:00

Somewhere there's someone who dreams of your smile,
and finds in your presence that life is worthwhile.
So, when you are lonely remember it's true:
somebody, somewhere is thinking of you.

Met Vivian & Peishi at Long John's today & rushed through all the TBWs.
Baozhen & nut came afterwards.
Didn't managed to finish all still.
Am left with 21,22,32-37 now. Gonna rush everything by hook or by crook because it's due tmr. :(

I ate damn freaking lots today. Damn damn alot. & my mood ain't very good either. Nevermind , shall rush all my remaining work now. Don't have the mood to continue blogging. I'm weird lah. I'm actually fed up with myself. ):

2007-05-26T15:44:00.000+08:00

Hola people. I'm back again(:

So here's some more pics , two from ANDportal & 2 which I didn't manage to load in ytd.

From ANDportal:

click & look at it! hahah. Our class got the highest points :D Oh btw , our total was like 123! :D

Mr Neo's caption was : The "Puffy" Banner :D

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From Vivian's phone. Before Teachers' race started.

361213 :D

So I'm rushing through my TBWs now. & Mr Tay said if we're determined to do ALL our holiday homework , we can finish it in max 4days.

So I am going to work towards that so I can enjoy! (:

Everyone's a winner! :D

2007-05-25T21:32:00.000+08:00

Today simply spells happiness for 2/2! :D
I don't have alot of pictures for today , just 19 . So please click HERE
(: Oh , theres so little pictures compared to last year because I'm a runner this year so I wasn't at my place most of the time.

So , it's last day of school! The sky is happy for us too! it's pink! :D

Received our medal for 2nd in 4x400m today :D Mass workout was waste of time :/ Did an exposition during english! & dismissed :D

Went opposite to eat & went back to school for some survey. Mac lab is so cool. hahah. Then stayed back and waited for kunyan & eunike to play ball. I was stoning there and doing my preston , which I gave up after awhile.

Some random shot? (:

Then Eunike asked me to show her some dance basics and I did for her. Kunyan missed it. hahaha :P

Left for stadium at 12.30. Had March Past which is damn lame & it burnt us alive? 100m finals was second event. Got 5th . Kinda okay. But Hongyu just told me that he saw me started off late if not maybe could have been better. Heh. I'm very slow to the bangs )))):

Oh and there was this milo vendor and we had coupons for it. Our class seems to have unfinishable milos? Had like , 5 cups. [: The boys got 2nd for 4x100m. (:

Next was Medley relay [ class relay] . Syafiq ran 400m , Vivian ran 200m , Kunyan 100m , & me 100m. Was so freaking stressed as a last runner :/ & we were worried about syafiq because he seemed very tired. But he still ran very well! :D

Came in third. Was very very happy! We didn't expect any placing at all. But we're super happy to win 2/1 ! :D [no offence . but because the girls are all fast runners]

Teacher's race. So fun :D The whole was like crowding and running with the teachers. & we came in champ for telematch! Well done! I didn't play though , I got someone to sub me because I was energyless.

Saw Mdm Hee and she said we were leading by a lot! :D & it was a great idea to bring the hamper we got for IFE quiz there to eat because the Yupi sweet is like so love please. hahaha.

The saddest thing was that we didn't win the best class flag. ): Felt like crying lah. So much effort put in and kinda gone to waste. BUT, WE WON CHAMP CLASS , YET AGAIN!

& WE ARE THE CHAMP CLASS FOR THE WHOLE SCHOOL TOO! [thats what i'm told]

Yay. Remember this year's flag slogan? Everyone's a winner :D & last year's , which really became quite a fact : We rule the tracks.

YAY! We ruled the tracks! Took class photos after that & became quite down ): It's like the last time we're gonna participate sports carnival as a class , the last time all of us are gonna scream and cheer like no tomorrow. Very hard to find such an enthu and nice class in fact! I love 2/2 '07 truckloads :D

Saw Ex andersonians too! Ariana , Huimin , Cheryl , Pamela etc. Hugged Ariana! I miss her lots ! :D After that went for dance and sorry to lorena because I made you wait for me for quite long.

Danced alot though i was dying from exhaustion. & Winny came and pass me the present Chenjun bought for me for my birthday. [which is like 3 plus months ago. LOL] But still thanks loads uh! hahah.

Dad fetched me home after that and am here. Gonna chiong all TBW tmr.
I'm very very happy today! PHOTOS:

& of course , the best shot ever :

This much of love (:

People do change ,
but feelings don't.
I've survived a week w/o getting depressed.
Maybe it was forced , but I'm giving my best shot for it.
I will be myself, I swear.
(:

paint painty paint :D

2007-05-24T20:46:00.000+08:00

So today is an eventful day too! :D

Went to school & was really tired. The morning sky is pretty! [NOTE: please refer the previous post for all the photos! :D]

Had two hours of D&T. boring. Kept on dilly dally-ing the time [x Then 9am , went to hall for Class Photo! Booo. I seriously look like a twit in the photo I think ): & me and kunyan were discussing what to pose for informal shots! hahah. & we did it okay!

We back faced each other and looked away & did a twist for the camera! hahaha x]
But I still think I looked twit. I'm sad over that. ):

& Kunyan got sent to Mjr Chong this morning because mdm hee said mdm chan complained about her hair. But Major Chong let her off because Mdm Hee said she want Major Chong to cut her hair for her. She already cut her hair already , what they want ? =.= & Sean is worseeeee. hahaha.

Went to comp lab for science lesson. Had ppt lessons. & HCL was okay. Did some worksheets and nothing much. IPW , Miss Sheela gave free period. Mdm Hee came in and gave results slips [:

[first mark is SA1's , second is combined]
English : 63, 58.8
HCL : 52 , 54 ):
Math : 76 , 72.5
Science : 72 , 72.3
Geography: 80 , 80.5
History: 82 , 82.3
Literature : 82 , 75.8
Home Econs: 88 , 78
Art: 77, 75.5

Total : 649.7/900
Percentage : 72.2
Comments: Xin Lin is learning to accept responsibility well and she displays organised thinking. She has done well , keep it up!

Didn't meet my percentage of 75% ): Neither did I think that I've done my best for the term. Our class even lost our status as the best HCL class this term ): Damn saddening okay. But at least I maintained at 72.2 -.- & I met my expectation of L1B5 of 10 ! :D [SA1's alone will be 9 :D] The comment part is funny , if you read what mdm hee wrote for my comments last year. There's a link to it xD

& peishi's comment , mdm hee wrote : She has shown great improvement in her History. :D

Painted class flag after school . Thanks Jiachin for running all the way home to get newspaper for us! & thanks to the boys who stayed back on their own initiative and gave us moral support (:

Alot of people says our class flag is nice , creative & has alot of effort [ not f word ] put in! (: thanks everyone! Oh , that's on behalf on the class [:

Please refer to previous post for the photos. Not all pics are put up cos there are too much.

Went to canteen after that to find kunyan (: But I can't remove the paint off me ! ): Then we sat outside the canteen and waited for the flag to dry. Then I said "we put in alot of effort" and Mr Singh came and asked " What F word? Come , I check make sure no F word "

AHHHHH. It's effort not f word :D

Put back the flag in the class & went home [: Waited for the bus for hell long & we decided to take cab. Now I owe bz money.

Bye people!

photos.

2007-05-24T20:19:00.001+08:00

I have alot of photos to load today! I shall post them first , & blog another post for today (:

YESTERDAY

:D

We're acting twits for fun :D

After sewing & stuffing ( incompleted. so it's okay to put up . It's kinda impossible for other classes to copy the idea since sports day is like less than 24hours away)

TODAY

Morning sky! Taken in my dad's car :D

Everyone busy doing our hair for class photo :D

Peishi (:

So cloudy :D

I'm carrying kunyan's bag!

From Peishi's phone. I sat until so unglam okay! ):

US & the class flag :D ( Note: it's 3D one okay! just cannot be seen in the photo)

I was shock to find this pic in my phone. Think Kunyan took this when I ask her to take care of my phone for me (: [left to right: peishi , me & idk who :x]

The effect rocks :D I merely equalized the picture.

I look like a 3-hand monster :/ Thats kunyan , peishi , mine & vivian's (: & of cos kunyan and my head :D

Me & Kunyan :D

Me & Vivian pointing to my shadow (x

Baozhen , me & kunyan :D

She is so stylo-milo lah ! hahaha.

we are just ACTING like twits , not twits :D

Wait for my next post on today okay! :D

DANCEEE :D

2007-05-23T22:02:00.000+08:00

It's like late now & I just got home 15min ago.

School was fine today. Efl was like such a waste of time okay :/ Kept us back for extra 50min ): Oh , & I kept talking twit with kunyan today. Never knew it could get that funny xD

After school had Speech Day concert preview in the hall. Choir was way cool I think. So was dance [?] . Haha all of us forgot our actions and lost the feel for the dance already. & there was some problems with the music so like it was average on the whole. Not that fab.

Went to studio & watched Dance SYF videos! OMG IT'S NICE OKAY! :D But rather embarrassing though . Like the cameraman zoomed in my face like thrice and it's so funny ! ( but definitely not as funny as Sharon who stuck out her tongue and was caught in action! hahaha )

Watched the dance for RJ & NYGH too. NY's dance is way cool , really. They're all drop dead gorgeous. Their skills & basics makes you go "WOW" , really (: RJ's formation and costume is very nice . yeah. Didn't watch all the schools with GWH though.

But I ordered the vcd already and it cost 50bucks. Nevermind , it's worth the money :D

Went to peishi's house after dance to do class flag. Thanks to her mum for cooking dinner for me too :D She was sewing the flag & I am like hooked to the tv , for like once ? [x Finished everything & left for home at 9.30 after watching Deal or No deal. Hahaah.

& CLASS PHOTO TAKING TMR! I am so sad because my fringe aint getting any better ):

Busy like a bumble beeeeeeeee.

2007-05-22T20:50:00.000+08:00

Avril Lavigne- Contagious
Today was rather eventful & busy & obviously tiring.

Carried like 6 bags full of stuff to school & thanks kunyan for waiting for me at porch to carry the stuffs! & eunike too :D Took the lift up 'cause it's way too heavy.

Went to see Mdm Hee after morning assembly about the CIP thingy. It was then she realised that I did cut my fringe. Bah.

Did composition during chinese. & Mr Tay may not be teaching us next term , because Gu Lao Shi is coming back! Both are equally good teachers , so we wouldn't mind having either [:

PE was crap. I forgot my shirt so I lent from twinny's friend , which looked so oversized in me:

Everyone was like " woah so big la the shirt" . hahaha. It's size 42 anw :/ But still thanks to whoever that lent me the shirt :D

Didn't do anything during pe. Sat and stoned. Should have accompanied Peishi not to wear PE down. Miss Ho didn't even catch anyway :/ Me , xiaochaodah & Peishi sat at the steps & watched the class played Capt's ball.

& something super funny happened between kunyan & yongjia! Couldn't stop laughing (x Me & Xiaochaodah kept demo the scene out and xiaochaodah was like "I'm like so high now" . Me to her : hey omg you're so horny okay! hahaha.

English . Miss Thoo was kinda hilarious in her facial expressions . & Mrs Wong wasn't in for science today. Heard that she went to see doctor 'cause she wasn't feeling quite well. Get well soon mrs wong! :D (though chances of her reading is like 0.00001%)

Started on Quadratic Graphs during math. & I can't draw a curve line ! & I don't know where the hell did I drop my ruler . Boooooo.

Went to Old Folks Home after school with the class. Thanks to the boys for helping me carry the stuffs. Mdm Hee wasn't here with us so the class was kinda rowdy D: & the bus took like 1234567890years to come! That left us so little time for all our activities planned lah.

Took like alot of photos in the bus with kunyan!

Kunyan at the porch. She buttoned her shirt all the way up! :X

:D

Oh damn I look so retarded in my short fringe. ):
But I still love the pics! haha.

& the most retarded picture of us :

& everyone agrees :/

But thank goodness the old folks there are quite cheerful people & 2/2 co-operated today :D Thanks ah zhe for helping me translate so many things :D So I guess overall everything was fine besides the lack of time. Ah zhe & I feel so accomplished for having completed our job as a CME rep! hahaha.

Came back and reached around 5pm. Saw 2/5 doing their class flag. They are sewing things on ALSO. wth ): Nvm , OURS WILL BE NICER MANS :D

Helped Kunyan , Eunike & bz bring their bags to the court with ahbian and watch people play match? Idk. I went there because I don't wanna go home. LOL.

So many stupid things happened lah. Like Kunyan , bz & ahbian trying to imitate my laughter & how I talk twit to sotong & shaozhu! hahaha. s0tonggx , iie talk twiitx betterr thaNn eeu neHhszx :D

Went home at around 6 and went opposite to buy more & more cotton to pluck! Bought bubbletea and went home. Was plucking cotton in the train. Look so weird. hahaha. :/

Yeah , that should be all. Yay , 2 and half more days and term2 ends! ( cos its like half day sch on friday due to sports carnival) lalala . But I don't wanna run my 100m on that day ):

i love my grades this term :D

2007-05-21T17:48:00.000+08:00

Carrie Underwood- Starts with Goodbye

Hello people! So today was nicenicenice! :D

We got back all our papers today! Ah , before that , was attire check. Sigh. Mdm Hee didn't love me okay! She caught me for my side fringe ): Bah. Alot think I'm weird in my fringe lah! Sigh. But there's still people who thinks it's cuteeeeee. :D

So here are my grades! :

English Paper 1 : 19/30 [target: 19]
English Paper 2 : 15/25 [target:13]
Higher Chinese : 43/70 [target: 50]
Chinese History : 10.5 /40 [target: 20]
HCL OVERALL : 51/100 D: D: D: D: [target:65 . now do you see why i'm so sad?]
Math : 45/60 ): , OVERALL : 76/100! :D A1 [target: 52/60 , 80/100]
Science: 25/40 , OVERALL : 72/100 A2 [target: 30/40 , 75/100]
Geography : 32/40 ): , OVERALL : 78/100 A1 [target:35/40 , 82/100]
History: 20/25, OVERALL : 82/100 A1 [target: 22/25 , 85/100]
Lit: 24.5/30 [target: 20/30]
Home Econs: 44.5/50 [target:45/50]
Art : 77/100 A1 [target: 75/100]

So anyway , these marks are a far cry from my actual target actually. But well , I should learn to be contented w what i have ? (:

Oh , so I bet nobody would have scored any lousier than me for Chinese History right? & I am very depressed okay when I got back my paper. I nearly cried , & when the overall marks was read , I cried. Damn lousy! It's very very very very disappointing . First time in my life did I did that badly for chinese ): ALL THANKS TO CHINESE HISTORY! you guys may say that at least I passed , but I have high expectations of myself. so... :/

& I'm not satisfied with my Geog & math results lah. Thought they could have been done better ): You know , my graph question? I got a freaking 5/11 . ):

& Kunyan , I don't like you ! xD Who is the one who say will fail the papers one ahhhh? Who is the one who scored 0.5 more than me for geog & 4 marks more than me for science & math uh? ): I AM VERY SAD LOR! & she is very happy because she scored higher than me for geography overall , by 1 mark! ): Booooooo.

Haahahah. I like you lah , and you know I was just kidding about hating you [x BUT , I AM STILL SAD OKAY! ): Oh , & YAY TO US BECAUSE WE BOTH SCORED 76 FOR MATH! :D

And good news come! :D I scored 2nd highest for LIT & HOME EC PAPERS :D And guess what's the highest? 25 for lit & 45 for home econs , which is half mark difference! AHHHH ): Oh anyway , I teared when I got back my lit paper because I seriously felt that I was like going to fail it or something , & I am very shocked when Miss Lim said I got 2nd highest okay?

"She went like , highest in class... Izyan (reg 10) & ...
Joyce (reg 11) . -i felt damn stressed cos im 12 okay?
Then everyone started to say ah copy ah copy~ but they didn't(:
& Sarah got highest also! & Sarah sit next to Joyce & Joyce sits in front of Izyan.
& she went , second highest .. Xinlin (12) &
everyone was stoned -.- "

I also stoned -.- & 10 , 11 , 12 scored the highest! hahahaha. :D & 2 of course :D

& after so much hard work , I've finally made friends with A1 for math for the first time in secondary school ! yay!

[edit]
OH & YEAH , CONGRATS TO PEISHI FOR PASSING YOUR HISTORY! FROM F9 TO A2! YAYYAYYAY! ME & CBZ MAKE THE BEST TUTOR IN THE WORLD MAN! I AM SO HAPPY FOR YOU LAH! :D
[/edit]

Oh , and me & Joyce is super happy with our results! ( with the exception of my hcl like duh)

Hopefully my English will get a B or something. If not my L1B5 will be pulled down by that freaking one and only C6 in the list. Nevermind , that only motivates me to work harder & pass my chinese history during CA2! Trust me , I WILL PASS MAN! I don't see why people can pass & I actually get like 1/4 of everything! ):

Oh , so I'm not trying to boast about my grades. I just felt happy for myself. dang.

Stayed back after school to wrap the presents. Was having headache so I slept in class while Vivian & Grace wrapped the stuffs. I am useless in wrapping presents ):

Thanks Grace & Vivian for helping! :D & sorry to ahbian for making you late for training ):
Went home with Grace after that. I am still very depressed about my Chinese results. ):

Oh yeah , I've been reading the blogs of random people - people I know & people I don't . Seems like alot of them are depressed , just like how I was. Well , I just wanna tell you girls , whoever you are , being depressed over a guy isn't worth it. Yes , it isn't. Forget about them and walk on with your life. I know saying is different from doing it. But I've been like this too. All we need is time & determination. Don't ever give up on yourself & let things take control of you. Show everyone you can be strong on your own , even stronger without a guy. There are definitely better things for you out there than to be depressed and clinging on to the past. Time , it'll be there to prove everything for you. (:

Yay I'm a twit + cheena girl.

2007-05-20T22:02:00.000+08:00

Oh like hello , I'm back again. hahah. Guess why that title?

I was telling VivianNgAhBian that my hair is so freaking retarded & I told her NOT TO LAUGH when I show her my pic in my new hair. & she went "LOL" when she saw it. I am freaking sad T.T

& she said that I look cheena! HAIS >[

& when I showed sotong the photo , he went:

forget it. =\ says:
wah ?
forget it. =\ says:
damn twit de feeling
forget it. =\ says:
LOL

Yay, great. So now xinlin's a twit &amp; cheena looking girl! ):
&& , my new name by sotong is CHEELINA!
sounds weird but creativee uh. Oh btw , this was the photo I showed them :

It's abit overexposed :/

& sotong wants to see more twit photos so he can laugh at me more , so here's just 1 ( the rest are too horrible) :

Filter >Sketch > Stamp.

Oh so like I know you guys will agree mdm hee will love me tmr loads right? :]
okiie larhhx , twiit g0rt tuhh go bathex ler nehhx. buhbuaiis! :X
hahas . no offence to anyone ! :X

New Blogskin & stupidddddd fringe cut.

2007-05-20T15:16:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XIAOHUI EMO TWINNNNN! :D
don't be emo anymore ah. must be happy! :D

Good SUNDAY everyone! :D

Yay , so like I've changed my blogskin :D It's not an emo one right? ('cause alot of people been saying the previous one is VERY emo) hahaha. This skin is like , plain brushwork. bah. Couldn't find a nice pic thats why (:

Btw , the gray words in the image is supposed to be a quote. "The things that people in love do to each other they remember. So if they stay together is not because they forget , it's because they forgive." So meaningful right :D

But nvm , let's put all the past behind [: I shall let the shadows of the past slowly fade away as time passes :D Oh yeah , this reminds me of another quote! (i'm full of quotes today. whateverrrrrr. haha) Time heals and makes us forget but what we shared will never be erased.

Tmr's monday already , & it means my math file will be due in exactly 1week! I am freaking sad i tell you. I haven't done my TBWs. (i'm gonna do them after this post) . & we're getting back all our papers tmr , am so very sure i'm gonna fail chinese lit like don't know what. But hopefully I'll pass the rest (:

Oh ! Before I forgettttt , MY FRINGE CUT . I swear Mdm Hee will love me tmr & if she don't , I'm gonna cry my lungs out because it is really veryvery short already ):

class flag painting! (:

2007-05-19T22:07:00.001+08:00

Helloooo people!

Woke up like super early , & bathed. 'Cause I thought I was going to have time to like go and cut hair. Met Peishi at 10.45 at my house's bus stop. Thanks for accompanying me early in the morning to go and buy the stuffs uh! :D

We saw many cute kids on the way :D Went to AMK central & bought cloth for the class flag. Then both of us were having muscle aches :X We couldn't walk properly ! Went to eat MOS @ AMKhub. It was like super super cold okay?

We were totally freezing inside Hub & adding on to our muscle aches , we walked like some constipated people who cannot wait to get out of there lah! Our first reaction when we reached the MRT station was like " OMG I FEEL HEAT. SO WARM" [x

Went back to Yishun , & went Fairprice. Got 1/2 of the CME stuffs. & it was seriously veryvery heavy & alot to carry okay!

& peishi was like saying : Imagine I didn't come with you. You will have to carry so freaking much lor"

"hahaha. YAAAAA. can die man. but can take cab! :X"

Bused , and she asked if I had the design for class flag. & vivian scanned it for me ytd , but I haven't printed out. So I was saying " later I go back I go change & print first then meet you. But hopefully my sister at home lah"

When we alighted from the bus , I was freaking sad! Know why??

Because I saw my sister walking at the road across ! "OMG. IM SO SAD. IM DAMN SAD. MY SISTER IS WALKING OPPOSITE LAH. MEANS SHE'S NOT AT HOME. HOW TO PRINT?!"

& she started laughing . & i went "OMG IM DAMN SAD" again. xD

Went home , & took photos of the scanned picture . LOL. changed & went to meet Peishi at her house staircase. Oh yeah , I brought along 1 bottle of 1.5l Pepsi [x I felt like drinking pepsi alot today! & they're saying I am damn weird today. hahahah

Started to lay newspaper along the walkway / corridor or whatever you call that place. It's the empty area when you walk up/down the stairs.

Pepsi (: & my extra legs. haha

Then we started off our first task , PLUCKING COTTON PADS INTO COTTON WOOL.
It's veryveryvery super duper uber tiring !

Amount of cotton pads we have to pluck.

After 15min. This seems alot right? But look at how much was left to pluck :

Damn freaking lots.

Took spastic pictures meanwhile:

vivian came at like 2+ , & we let her do the drawing because we didn't know how to draw :X

Cotton plucked after 45min. HEARTSHAPE :D

Big cloth small head of ahbian! haha.

The most retarded picture of me :X

Then we tried to act like superwoman with the cloth xD

Vivian.

ME.

Peishi.

& we all sat down to pluck cotton. Guess how long we plucked? More than 2 hours!

Hahahaha. & there was wind , & I said something super dumb. "Everything can fly but not the cotton please. I will cry mans"

& they cannot stop laughing mans. [x

Started painting & let the paint dry. The paint is super irritating lah! ):

Me & Vivian playing with the flag :D

Started to sew the other piece of cloth on. & I am very dumb at it okayyy. I sewed like don't know what shit. & vivian went " OMG AHLIN WHAT YOU DOING" .

& I replied " HUH I DONT KNOWWWW!!" in a very kid manner. & the two of them cannot stop laughing again! I feel so spastic today lah. So I just watched the two of them sew in the end [x

& I touched up the paint (: Was super hungry so decided to pack up.

Peishi with our present for the dustbin :D

Went to Peishi's house and washed up. & ate dinner. Her mum cooked spagetti for us :D YAY THANKS! Though the whole plate was vege , but it's still very nice! hahah . Because we're damn hungry. & I gave peishi ALL the white cabbages . hahaha.

& we kept trying to make the noise ahbian hates the most. Keep cannot succeed uh. nvm , WE WILL DO IT ONE DAY! haha. Instead we made a noise that disgusted ourselves , it sounded like nails scratching the wall. YUCKS :X

Watched abit of TV (again not like me . haha) & decided to go home. & I did the blogs already! yay. (:

I'm going to cut my hair tmr :D & CHIONG TBWS :D

that person is happy enough that
she was once the other person's everything.
[:

the fairytale of that person & the other person.

2007-05-18T23:20:00.000+08:00

that's all I want to say now --thanks .

I will not forget the story of that person & the other person you told me. Because it's a fairytale for them. It wasn't just a dream.

& that person still want to thank the other person for everything he gave her , yes , simply everything. & that person will not forget to be happy fr everyone's sake not just her own. That person knows people care , and it's enough to know that the other person cares. [:

the other person wants that person hear this song , so here it is . hope that person will read this blog. xD & that person wanted me to blog those songs that i've been blogging bcos that was how she felt all along . Imagine me without you , When You're Gone , Everywhere I go

That person also love the other person with the breath , smiles & tears in all of her life , and that the other person's happiness is enough to keep that person going on. So , the other person , you hv to rmb , you're not just being happy on your own , you have to be happy bcos your happiness determines the life of that person (:

& I don't know why but I cried when I was listening to your story of that person & the other person. I bet that person will cry too if she listened. Thats why she didn't promise " IF THAT PERSON CRIES FOR THAT REASON AGAIN , SHE'LL BE FAT FOREVER!" (:

But she promised the other one because she knows there'll be almost no more dreams after the other person. She's not giving up on the whole forest because of one tree , but that she already told herself she didn't need anymore dreams after the previous , & she didn't want to be hurt anymore , but the other person gave her this fairytale, a fairytale that didn't last. But it was still a wonderful fairytale (:

& that person wants the other person to promise her too that the dreams he get in future will be sweet and beautiful , & not an ending like this fairytale has , okay? She'll give you all her blessing just for you to be happy w your life. Bcos she said that loving him doesn't mean having him..( i know the other person is going to read this)

That person also wanted me to tell the other person that no matter how many things needs to be erased away from her memory , he wouldn't be erased away. Because he means more than just a friend to her. He is someone she loves.

I don't think anyone will understand this post besides you , me , that person & the other person. I wish that person & the other person to be happy always , even though their fairytale has ended. I know you wished for the same too [:

& that's the fairytale of that person & the other person.
the other person has been the sweetest that person have got.
& the other person is still the one she loves.
& memories are the best souvenirs , thanks (:

terribly unlucky day?

2007-05-18T20:58:00.000+08:00

Katherine Mcphee- I lost You

Today is so not a day for me mans.

First , I forgot to wear my PE shorts. Second , Mdm Hee wants me to get a fringe cut by monday by hook or by crook. Third , my earstud was caught . Fourth , Miss Ho caught me for not having PE pants & she said - this ( FBT ) is not allowed. Fifth , I was crossing the road and my belt dropped , I picked it up & this teacher came and say " put back your belt, why are you not wearing it " WHEN OBVIOUSLY I WAS CARRYING THINGS IN MY HANDS AND IM NOT THAT FREE TO LIKE PUT MY BELT BACK. Lastly , my donation card is still freaking $0 when it has to be submitted on monday.

But thank goodness I hid my b- well enough because I wore halter today :X

Well , so thats the little things in school that happened today. Very unlucky I tell you. Games were quite fun. Was cheering for them only. Then movie screening , watched Pirates of Carribean . Was sleeping half of the time.

Went opposite to eat , and bought class flag paint. I dropped the paint luh and it's so embarrassing. Slept in class for 1 hour plus which I regretted because it turned me emo & I could have spent the 1 hour plus to do classwork ):

Went stadium for Heats. Didn't want to go first. Ran 100m heats . Got third for my grouping. JiaLe & Brindha are rockets. & something super embarrassing happened. It was like 5m away from finishing line , then my rubberband dropped and I ran like mad woman . & I still didn't know what happened & I still looked around blurly for my rubberband lah. Then I went back , and they all started saying I was so sexy when running -.- Kunyan even said I was like shooting a movie that got the sexy person running with her hair let down -.- veryvery embarrassed leh! hahaha xD

& 400m , I got last. lalalal. but the difference was like 1 step only (: 1 lost 1 step to chengling & she lost 1 step to ahbian xD I feel very shibai. ahaha nvm. but I was already damn tired. Jiale , Adeline & Kunyan is like zooooom & finished D:

Thanks Sara (dance chairman) for waiting for me :D Went back to school together for dance. Changed & reached dance at like 5pm? when dance ends at 5.30pm. Rah. & they actually did 3hours of warm ups.

SARA & I WERE DAMN LUCKY :D

Then twinny said that laoshi told them that SYF dance was quite good luh , only abit of small mistakes , if not gwh will be ours :D & she said he said that got other sch instructor say our dance is nice loh! :D

Was super tired even though I danced for half an hour only , but I ran until damn tired -.- Gave mummy & ganmummy their mother day present. & they're happpyyyyy with the present. hahaha. YAY :D

Left with Gladys after that for dance. Oh yeah , just in case you guys don't know , Gladys just joined my outside dance tgt with me & Jialin! :D

For once I am earlier than laoshi (: hahaha. So happy. Been months since I've been early already (:

Danced alot today , & gladys , JIAYOU! :D Don't stress yourself too much. heheh :D I'm so tired now luh. & thanks bailaoshi for lending me 10dollars to take cab! & thanks Jialin & Gladys for waiting for a cab to come w me and result in missing 3 buses! ( idk why , taxis take forever to come) & there's so many lightnings today!

The taxi uncle is veryvery nice & friendly! He chatted with me! & he thought I was sec 4 / poly student. hahahah. & he overshot my house -.- & he was like " how ah , need me U - turn back anot?" Then I'm like " nevermind , I cross the road can le " " orh . must be careful ah. nowadays drivers drive recklessly"

Then he rounded down my taxi fare for me. So kind lah! Such nice taxi uncles are rare :D

Came home , I'm going to get my fringe cut tmr ): & then buy CME stuff , and do class flag! busybusybusy! D:

To forget someone you love is just like
remembering someone whom you've never met.

back to senses.

2007-05-17T19:48:00.000+08:00

Taylor Swift - Teardrops on my Guitar

Wanted to do my work , but I ended up sleeping. When I woke up , alot of things ran through my mind . & I thought of what I've become..

I remember I always used to tell myself "i love myself the most" almost everyday , so that if I love myself , it will boost up my level of self esteem. But do I still love myself now? Or do I love you more than I love myself? I don't know. But I know that I'm definitely not loving myself , instead i'm hating myself.

I can't possibly hate myself. Things will never turn out right if I hate myself. This is reality , something that I have to face. I can hide away from reality for once , but not forever. & it's so not me to be treating myself like this - crying to myself everyday , having thoughts of suicidal?

Even if I really suicide , will anything change? NO. It's already a fixed reality , so why go risk my own life? It was you who hurt me , you who didn't cherish me like you said you will , but that doesn't mean I deserve to die.

I thought that nobody ever seemed to care about how the hell I am now , because you simply meant everybody. But I didn't realise that there are people out there who will be worried for me , who care about me. Like Jialin , she came to me this morning during assembly & asked if I am okay & asked me to takecare . & Eunike and kunyan will refrain from talking about jumping off a building because they're worried I'll go and jump off a building any moment . & hazel who smiled at me every moment because she didn't want me to be depressed.

How can I possibly think that nobody cares? Not just them , there're many others out there who care too. & it's just being immatured of me to think that nobody care.

I don't blame you either. It's not your fault totally. It was me who really didn't know how to let go of you. I told myself to forget you , not to miss you , not to love you anymore. It's hard , & seemed almost impossible to me . Because amo ancora voi ...

I am going to keep trying to bring myself back , I am not going to give up on myself anymore. I want to lead back the life I used to lead , I want to be happy. I don't want people around to be worried for me , I don't want to disappoint anyone else whom I've told them I'll be okay & strong, including you.

Thanks to everyone out there who cared , be it the little things like tags or trying to do everything to make me happy . & sorry to everyone , because I know I disappointed you guys.

I hope this thinking in me will continue.. it really sucks to be like this. Everything between us , I'll try to treat it like a dream.. be it a beautiful dream to begin with but a nightmare to end. I want to walk out of this negative thinking world . Though all the words you used to say , it still hurts alot to me , but sometimes it do make me feel btr because you meant those words you once said. Though it is not now anymore.. But I've never expected things to end this fast , just when I thought everything's gonna be fine and it ended. I never really understood this ending , seriously.

I guessed I've said enough . I'll learn to smile a true smile to everyone from now onwards , I will not let people worry about me. I will never have suicidal thoughts again. But , I can't guarantee I won't cry :X

Amo ancora voi.♥
do you know what this actually means? :/
As long as you're happy now ,
it's enough to keep me going on.

boring school day.

2007-05-17T16:38:00.001+08:00

Avril Lavigne- Innocence

I woke up super late today , at like 6.30am?! & I was hesitating if I should even go school anot. In the end I just went , though it's really very b-o-r-i-n-g, plus I'm so not in the mood for school.

When going down for morning assembly , Miss Lim asked if I was having a badmood . Because I'd usually be super high & greet her or smth but today I just kept muted and walked. LOL. I'm just feeling tired . & she was like " wah young lady , you just had a holiday yesterday & you're still so tired" LOL [x

Had some leadership course aft assembly. It's , kinda average . But well , at least it wasn't that boring as I thought it would be. Me & Eunike were like talking about some very sick post we read [x & we're disgusted by it. :X

Recess-ed , & I'm gonna train kunyan to eat faster! :D Had balloon sculpting after that. The balloon don't like me ): Ahbian knows why D: We partnered and wanted to make a flower lah. In the end her balloon got a hole and everything became so deflated. hahahah. We turned it into a windmill in the end . xD

Then there was some police talk. Average uh. But the way the police officer [?] talked hokkien is very cool. haha.

Lunched & went back to class for Cyber Wellness. I guessed it's the most interesting thing today? :/ Had something on blogging first , quite interesting. But the gaming one was kinda commentless. I fell asleep in the class when the trailer of games were shown , because firstly , I don't play games & it was raining so was a nice weather to sleep (: & I spent alot of time emo-ing to myself because everyone was like stoning also.

Was pouring super heavily. So me , peishi , vivian , bz & xiaochaodah decided to take cab to Yishun. I hailed for a cab , and asked if the uncle allows 5 people to sit anot. Then ended up I got very drenched because I stood there & ask. HOW DUMB :D

Went Fairprice & checked out some stuffs for the CME thing. & went to buy food. I am very hungry! D: & bused home :D

I am going to chiong TBWs & do the CME stuffs already! & yay , there's dance tmr. :DDD

Everyday , I force myself to
miss you lesser & lesser .
I don't know if it's gonna work , but still
I don't wanna go on like this forever.
This pain is too much.

thanks twinny for the lovely day (:

2007-05-16T20:07:00.000+08:00

REPLIES TO TAGS :

kunyan : boo. I am very clean lor! & I am not small xD okays. you also don't depressed ah! -smilesback:D-
CHUISHAN: hahas don't want lah. It's nice (x I likeeeee. hahah.
jaslyn: thanks jaslyn for all the smileys! loves(: it's okay , not spamming lah :D
JiaLin : thanks husband! i will cheer up :D takecare too (:
baoer: okay , i will :D thankyous. (:
hauyip: okay , thanks(: & you're not non existant, theres ppl who care also lah. & I know there's people out there who cares .(:
Miss Thoo : oh hi so you're back. You very tired of your own name isit? Want act also act as somebody else not so easily recognisable lah. Miss Thoo fanclub isit? & I'm aquarius fyi , not cancer , you then cancer lah. hello? where the hell am i attracting attention & expect the whole world to pity you? It's you dude , fancy imposting as missthoo and get attention in my blog . & yes , I do pity you , because you don't like your name [:
nut : lol. kay lah kay lah. don't die , die also die naturally right? (:
peishi: ROFLOL! don't care that person. nonsense (:

Today , felt slightly better. Thanks twinny for making my day :D

Did 1 TBW in the morning before I went out to meet twinny. Met her at Yishun & trained down to Bugis. Met Peishi&Vivian in the train. LOL (:

Went to eat first . were like dying of hunger okay. Ate at Teenage@Bugis. We have same eating habits. hahaha. Even the amount of food we left is the same :X twinnnnns :D

Walked around , & we both bought 1 pair of shorts each :D Was searching for bags , found 1 nice one , but decided to walk around & look for nicer ones . Most of the shops were like playing SHE's new album lah , and I am so addicted to it :D

Decided to go town , went Heeren. Wanted to buy shirts from FleshImp ( to eunike & kunyan : i told you im going to come back today(: ) , but still didn't buy in the end. Didn't have nice ones luh , not don't have my size okays -.- hahaha.

Went FEP , went to Gelare , sat down , bought icecream & started doing Caishan's card :D Then walked around , saw Charmaine & Genevieve ! :D Continued looking for bags & shoes too. Came across this very nice shoe but don't have my size lah! booos ): Then saw one bag again , but I'm not fated with that bag . hahah. Shouldn't say why [x

Walked around and went home already. Didn't managed to buy alot of things today ): Nvm , that means money saved :D hahah. Saw Effa in the bus , and it's like everyone's in holiday mood already.

Came home , & I'm depressed again. wth. I seriously need to be occupied to not be depressed. sighsighsigh. thanks people for the concern . [:

& they say love spells happiness.
but all that was casted was just misery.
Guys , are just like commercials.
You can't trust a word that they say.

2007-05-15T22:56:00.000+08:00

i feel like rubbish.
& rubbish is unwanted .
Unwanted stuffs should be thrown away.
They shouldn't appear on earth.

I've given up on myself.
This really sucks , you get it?
You don't . You never did in the first place.
bcos I've never meant a thing before.

Nobody will know how helpless & hopeless I feel of myself now.
Bcos I don't too.
I don't know why I told myself to think positive but I still ended up like this.

Are you happy now?
Wasn't this all you've been wishing for?
I really hate myself for being so weak.

I really do.
I hate myself for being such a fool .
I hate myself for everything you changed me into.

From the girl who was once strong & happy & independant ,
to the one thats weak & depressed ,
it never was worth it.

I'm not supposed to be crying at all ,
but my heart can't take it , it has to cry.
These tears , its enough to form a river.
These pain & misery , you've NEVER knew how it felt.

when i say i'm okay , you think i really am?
no , i never was.
all along it was a pretence of being alright.

My heart has died ,
~~it has died since you stopped loving me.~~

end of MYES (:

2007-05-15T20:32:00.000+08:00

SHE - Shuo Ni Ai Wo

Last paper today. I totally wasn't in the mood to study at all. I am very depressed okay. Kunyan had the same reaction as baozhen -- laugh at my depression ):

The paper turned out quite easy (: & yeah , our MYE is over! :D But am still like very depressed . sigh >[ ~~this depression never heals.~~

After that left with Kunyan & Eunike to town :D Let down my hair & kunyan was like saying " later you havent out of school compound then kana catch i laugh out loud sia" LOL. then I damn panicky lah , cannot wait to go out of school gate -.-

Oh yeah , Mdm Hee booked me for my hair. Nvm , it's okayyyyy. At the most go detention with vivian & suhui xD

Took 162 to town. While waiting for the bus , Eunike told us something very sick. hahaha. Went cine , bought tickets for Spiderman3 :D

12,13,14! :D

Then went to LongJohn's to eat. Intended to change first but we ended up walking aimlessly and went to eat. haha. I became very depressed again. sigh >[

Went to change & me and kunyan totally look like kukus because we were wearing school shoe ! :/ Nevermind , saw quite a number of other ppl wearing school shoes and home clothes also, so it's okay :D

Went to watch spidey spidey! :X Me & Eunike like kept getting freaked out by the scenes. & kunyan keep laughing at us. There was this once I suddenly scream damn loud :X veryvery embarrassing okay! hahahah. Then the ending right , was kinda sad , then kunyan actually laughed like mad ! She was still laughing even after the movie ended. xD

The show is quite nice [: I kinda like the part where they said like life is a choice of ours or something like that :D very nice. haha.

Went to Heeren next. Walked around , aimlessly. haha. Saw Germaine! :D Then they went searching for present. I am tempted to buy clothes ): nvm nvm , tmr! :D

Spent quite a long time inside HMV listening to songs. SHE , Avril , Linkin Park. nicenice :D Decided to go back cine again , went to Mrs Field to look , for no reason. haha :D

At Mrs Field's :D

Decided to go Subway and eat cookie. Stayed there for quite long & I am like super super super depressed! I kept saying I want go jump off the building alright. & kept asking them got which way to die without any pain. lols.

Saw the tree! hahaha. then we changed location to BK. Went there and ate again. Wasn't so depressed because I kept talking. But once I stopped , I became depressed again. So Eunike said must occupy me every second so I have no chance to be depressed ):

Decided to go & walk around again. Went to iShop :D Was like exploring all the very cool computers there. :D Then we came to this big desktop which was connected to a laptop . Kunyan clicked for the PhotoBooth & we cannot find the camera! hahaha. In the end found it and cannot stop taking photos (:

i love this pic ! :D & the B&W one :D

I think I look kinda weird here. But still :D

Kunyan playing TicTacToe. lol

:D

After that me & Eunike bought 3 pairs of earrings each & we went home. Trained (:

we look like 3 depressed people. ROFL.

okay. I have alot of things to do. TBW! ): byeee :D

[EDIT]
I got these 3 pics of SYF from the ANDportal! :D

Before entering the backstage [:

I loveee this pic! Beginning of the dance (: I'm the one doing the pose thereat the centre. But I'm quite disappointed , don't think i posed very nicely luh ):

Ending formation. this picture is so loveeeeee ! Winter's Glory :D
[/EDIT]

& amo ancora voi ;
figure this out , maybe it'll help in knowing why
i'm so depressed. I am really very tired .
I feel like dying . Every night ,
all I have is nothing but tears to bring me to sleep.

Depression loves me like nobody's business.

2007-05-14T14:49:00.000+08:00

There was Lit paper today. Second last paper already!! :D

The paper was overall quite okay , though I seriously don't really get anything. After the paper waited for Miss Thoo to come in at 9.30 to test us oracy. Meanwhile I was isolating myself and emo-ing to myself . SIGHSIGHSIGH >[

I was the third to take oracy! 'Cause Miss Thoo started from reg 10 . Overall was kinda okay , had a fun time laughing like mad people ! hahahah.

Decided to go Khatib Macs to study again. This time round it was back to square - Me , Peishi & Baozhen . Went to eat at some coffeeshop first. Oh yeah , I saw Emily & Amanda !! :D Pretty ladies. haha :D

Then went to NTUC to get my yogurt! :D Headed to Macs. It was like super empty lah. & we saw those ppl from - SEC SCH again. But they were quiet today. 'Cause only two of them. LOL. Mac was very empty becos everyone finished exams already whaaaaat ):

Wanted to mug Home Econs. But we were like sooo tired & sooooo depressed when we flipped to the first page. 77 pages alright! Sigh >[

& we started to talk about post exam activities. I AM THE MOST DEPRESSED OUT OF THE 3 !!

On Tuesday ( tmr) , I'm going out after paper.
Wednesday too , & I have to type the CME thing for mdm hee & have to do three blogs! T.T
On Friday , dance resumes.

On next Tuesday , we have Old Folks Home trip.
On next Friday , its SPORTS CARNIVAL!

&&& things to do :
10+ or 20+ or math TBWS.
Math file to be handed in FIRST MONDAY OF THE FIRST WEEK OF THE FIRST JUNE HOLIDAY OF THE YEAR T.T
Materials for ClassFlag.
Do ClassFlag.
Prepare stuff for the Old Folks Home trip.

I am superrrr depressed alright. I almost have no time left for myself. No , it shld be the 10 plus 20plus TBWS ):

We were subtracting away the days and the thing became like negative! NEGATIVE OKAY! Means like I am supposed to complete those things ytd ): pffft. I am very depressed.

Adding on to my original depression , xinlin is now super super super depressed! ):

I was so depressed I couldn't study . So we decided to go home. I still have 2 more chapters to study. & I am going to fly with my TBWS after SA1!

& I did very stupid things that made the two of them laugh like nobody's business. My facial expression , baozhen was so allergic to it & she cannot stop laughing! ): & I drank Hot Milo like super fast , and baozhen went " depressed people are like that" . Then I went to hang my head -.- , and did alot of nonsensical stuff.

I am veryvery depressed lah! somebody save meeee. ):

Went home alone because peishi went to baozhen house. I want to sleep already. Over depression. sighs >[

i cried myself to bed again.
it was unexpected this time. i cried in my sleep.
& maybe i've never meant a thing to you before.
I'm already no different from a dead ,
so kill me. Maybe it'll be better off that way.
From the day you stopped loving me ,
my heart has stopped beating.

2007-05-13T20:41:00.000+08:00

50 cents ice cream is love! hahaha.

[3 photos of the TREE was deleted due to request :D]

oh yeah. HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY!
& I'm off to revise the last bit of literature. byebyebye :D